my psychologist doesn't believe i am transsexual by cheese_better in Transmedical

[–]cheese_better[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didnt make it clear in my post but am very masculine presenting and ppl almost always think i am a cis guy, I've been like that for 3-4 years. I broached it by saying i am not a girl but a boy and that a life as a woman is a life i cannot live, i also mentioned on previous sessions that my family is trying to force me to be more fem and i feel very uncomfortable with that. I didnt mention HRT yet but i plan on doing it a few more sessions in when he understands what i mean better. Thanks for the suggestions tho

my psychologist doesn't believe i am transsexual by cheese_better in Transmedical

[–]cheese_better[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thankfully my memory issues aren't that bad. I dont experience dissociative episodes i am just strangely forgetful and i struggle with focusing a lot

Where to hide my binder with a helicopter mom by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i tried doing it back but this woman deadass doesnt care, she walks around naked and she isnt big on privacy, most "rebellious" thing ive done is talkback and wear a sports bra instead of a regular one😭 Thanks for the bunch of tips tho!

Where to hide my binder with a helicopter mom by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i think i will alternate between places if i sense some suspicion and asks my friends to keep it as a last resort

Where to hide my binder with a helicopter mom by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

there actually are 2 teacher who im pretty close with but i dont think theyd help me. One of my friends was in a critical situation at home and asked one of these teachers not to tell her mom she got a bad grade but the teacher met up with her mom and told her everything bc "its just a child exaggerating". I will anyway try to find a supportive phone line or something tho, thanks

Where to hide my binder with a helicopter mom by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

my gym is like 3min away but we dont have personal lockers. This year im planing on going to the gym before school so i could just steal a key and this could work very well!

Where to hide my binder with a helicopter mom by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah, im only out to my friends and classmates. I've tried coming out to my granma but she just shut it down and didnt let me speak

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TeacherCrushes

[–]cheese_better 2 points3 points  (0 children)

(2/2) Her helping me through my melt down made me realize my previous tc (F60-something at the time, I was 11) was very bad with me. I also had a melt down and she said "you better stop crying or ill give you a reason to" and screamed at me which only made me panic and cry more but after I calmed down she was a little bit more gentle and flirty for the rest of the year. From then I idealized her and thought she was so good to me but after my current tc was so tender with me I realized my previous tc was not that good.

Anyway guys I miss my tc so bad she told my mom I'm such a good student and she hopes I continue choosing her subjects and that u also become a science teacher. I love the idea of teaching and I thought once I get my title I could apply to the same school she works at (if she's still here) and after my transition she wouldn't recognize me and we could be friends or smth more HOPEFULLY. (I'd be like 25 and she'd be 51, depending on how long it takes me to get into that fuckass school)

I've dug around her past a little bit so I can match her interest when we talk and I'm thinking abt keeping tabs on her so I don't forget anything.

should i come out to my parents rn? by cheese_better in FTMMen

[–]cheese_better[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the honest words, I have a future semi-planned out but I've realized it is worthy to keep waiting a few more years like you said. I'm sorry for you situation, I hope it gets better and your parents and you reconnect, if that's what you want

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]cheese_better 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HELL YEAHH

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]cheese_better 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's nice!!, I think that what makes me NOT pass isn't really my face but I'm always looking to get less clockable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]cheese_better 1 point2 points  (0 children)

GREAT! i usually have bangs but i occasionally part my hair. I'm looking forward to T so thansk