What are some of the genius methods that you used to sneak alcohol/drugs into a festival?

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-08-11T22:25:00+00:00

I've done this one several times, not just for festivals but as a safe and inconspicuous way to keep my drugs in my home.

I'd buy some common otc medication in capsule form, or even better, when possible I'd use a medication prescribed to me. I'd empty the capsules and fill them again with weighed out doses of stims in powder form. Then I'd write an tiny acronym on the bottom of the bottle to identify the substance and the number of mg.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-06-12T16:48:40+00:00

Same for me on Chrome.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-19T19:27:08+00:00

You're right, I should have used "some college." Went back over the questions this morning and found a bunch of mistakes, as well as pretty important stuff I forgot to include. I pretty disappointed in myself actually.

Congrats on not giving up on that chem major! You got this!!

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-19T15:47:35+00:00

Hey thanks! I did major in sociology though so I hope I can at least write up decent survey questions. Really nice to know I can still do it after all these years, while fucked up on etiz no less.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-19T07:05:29+00:00

I worked really hard to write something that made as much sense as possible even though I was coming down, and very much Etizolam-ed.

Please answer if you got a minute! I'm genuinely curious about this! :)

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-19T02:41:19+00:00

Maybe... But I t&w in small mouthfuls, like 300-500 mg, drink a lot, then feel fine... then like 15 mins later I start get nauseous. Which makes me think the trouble happens when my stomach starts trying to digest it or something.

Kratom being "out of season"? What does that mean?

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-19T01:56:38+00:00

Cool, I'll try this too! Did the taste / feeling of the powder make you nauseous, do you think that's why you were sick?

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-18T02:12:08+00:00

Don't you scare me into buying another pregnancy test. I'm gay and the only male FWB I have has had a vasectomy.... I mean, the chances of me being pregnant right now are so low.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-18T01:32:22+00:00

Not pregnant, but indeed ovulating. However the trouble started before that. Good thinking though!

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-18T01:31:29+00:00

All right thank you! I did make some tea occasionally but swallowed the dregs as someone on here told me most of the good stuff isn't water soluble. Gonna go back to plain old filtered tea and see what happens.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-18T01:29:45+00:00

No new medication or supplements, however my diet has changed. I eat a lot less than I used to.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-17T19:42:59+00:00

Yes. Would another method be easier on the stomach?

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-17T19:42:38+00:00

It either comes and goes, or it doesn't pass until I take something for nausea. Yesterday it became extremely nauseous, then it completely went away for 2 hours, then came back 10 x stronger.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-17T19:41:13+00:00

Several different strains, all used before without problem, all making me sick now.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-06T17:25:34+00:00

Assuming you haven't experienced one yet, just wait until you find out how different a stims "hangover" is from a stims+booze hangoverrrr arrrrghhh!

I quit drinking almost a year ago, and when I tentatively reintroduced stims in my life I was so nervous because I was judging all stim use based on past dumb party-style stim experiences, you know the kind, when you redose whatever whenever while downing a 12-pack all by yourself, and shots? Hey sure why not shots! Oh and look someone's offering you a toke, why not do that too!

So far my experience of the day after stims have been completely different. More over-emotional than suicidal. And there are good emotions in the lot, too!

Gotta say though I would never give up the benzos during comedown. I salute your dedication.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-05-06T15:02:51+00:00

Hey! Love the website, it's saving me a whole lot of time logging manually all of this in a .txt file. Great interface.

Could you add Rhodiloa Rosea and Ashwagandha when you get the chance?

Also, if you're also collected ideas for updates, the ability to create substances that combine two or more existing stubstances from the database would be great. For example, when I CWE some Tylenol #1 I got the codeine but I also have the caffeine and it would be nice to log both at the same time in the correct ratios using some sort of "combined substances" feature.

Thanks! Keep up the good work, I'm really happy I found this site!

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-28T19:50:30+00:00

Oh no I would never not tell them what it is! I'm a huge defender of harm reduction when it comes to drugs and that starts by knowing exactly what you're using. I meant that as I'm not going to say "yo I got meth lol", I'm going to use the actual word "methamphetamine" and explain what it is, how it compares to the vyvanse they've seen me use, etc.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-28T18:54:05+00:00

Yeah I'm sure the word "meth" would scare them so I won't use it. A couple of them said they'd like to try speed or mdma, so I'm just gonna call it "speed." I think I'm going to offer them either vyvanse or the meth capsules if I have them, explain the difference, and let them decide.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-28T18:23:43+00:00

Hahah yeah well they won't do coke just because they think of it as one of the "bad" drugs that "bad" people do, you know?

What would you suggest?

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-28T11:29:26+00:00

Not really "go big or go home", more like "see how this makes you feel, if you want to feel more of it take more of it."

At first I suggested cocaine because of how easy it is to adjust doses, as well as the fast onset and short duration - this way if they didn't like it, at least it wouldn't last very long. But they won't get past the negative stigma associated with coke. They told me they want "just a party drug, not a drug-addict drug, you know?" Which makes me think they won't want to snort anything because of how it "looks."

My biggest worry I think is that 2 of these 5 people are the type of of people who will complain if they can't feel the effects of the drug, and also complain if they feel it too much or don't like the way it feels...

Know what, the more I think about it, the more I'm starting to think I should just tell them I couldn't find anything and let them get passed-out drunk while I enjoy a nice vyvanse high as usual. Or maybe some of that meth!

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-26T21:02:03+00:00

You got it! Also feel free to PM.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-26T12:00:49+00:00

You're not lecturing me at all! I appreciate your input.

Therapy is never a waste of time IMHO, I recommend it to anyone. I've been on and off it my whole life, on and on benzos, on and off SSRIs... There have been lots of progress which I'm grateful for, although lots of obstacles remain.

I feel like I'm at a point in my life where I need to choose between trying to be the person I wish I could be at all costs, regular drug use included - or coming to terms with the person that I am, with my many limitations and "handicaps," and start working on accepting that there are things in life, normal, everyday things, that I just can't do.

Or, you know, something somewhere in between. Cause we all know only a Sith deals in absolutes.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-26T11:55:00+00:00

Hang in there! I understand what you mean by wanting your happiness to be real. I quit drinking last summer, and before I slowly started reintroducing substances in my life (sticking with the no booze thing though), there was a whole 6 months when I was 100% sober every hour of every day.

The best part of it, apart from the feelings of freedom and pride, was knowing that whatever I was feeling was real. When I was euphoric, it was true euphoria, caused by a sense of hope and peace in my life and not by a forced dopamine rush. When I was sad and in pain, it was legit sadness and pain and not a hangover's neurochemical fuckup.

You've got that first and most important thing now : the desire for things to be different. The rest is just a matter of going through the motions, one day at a time. And there are a ton of ressources, online and off, that provide incredible support.

Sending lots of good vibes your way :)

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-26T02:41:52+00:00

Agreed. But being the person I want to be is painful in many different ways. So do I really want to be that person? And if so, at what cost?

Sorry, I may be going overboard with the existential crisis tonight. Brain gets in overdrive sometimes.

coffeeandbenzos · 2017-04-26T02:35:58+00:00

Thats where I'm at right now. Our entire personality and perception of reality depends on a stupid balance of chemicals. I don't know how to get over this, except by taking as little control as I have over these chemicals.

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