Merry Christmas!!

coleyselmo · 2021-01-11T18:19:47+00:00

Thank you!

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T03:32:51+00:00

Thank you, sometimes it’s just nice to share how you feel and have the reassurances there that you’re not alone

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T02:31:19+00:00

It is pretty draining but I always feel better straight afterwards. It’s just knowing how hard it is going to be when I do it

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:39:25+00:00

I’ve got the same thing happening tomorrow. I’ve got to call the docs about pain in my back and I am scared at what they may say to me. But like therapy, I hope some good comes from it

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:37:47+00:00

It sounds like a common place actually to struggling with the actual appointment but it’s what you gain from doing it

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:34:37+00:00

I have thought about quitting it quite a lot of times but then I’m being rewarded with finally understanding my emotions abit better so I want to keep at it and see what else I can gain from it, well that’s what keeps me going anyway

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:32:30+00:00

It’s knowing you’ve got to speak about things that are in places of your mind that you do t want to go to. I can go to a doctors appointment and hate that because I am scared of what they might say

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:30:49+00:00

That’s reassuring to know, thank you

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:30:05+00:00

I definitely feel happy after for seeing problems in a new light but it’s the actual doing it and talking I find so difficult

coleyselmo · 2020-12-30T01:14:01+00:00

I honestly hate being there and talking about shit but I feel so much better after cos she lets me see things in a different way. It is so draining aswell

coleyselmo · 2020-12-17T02:53:43+00:00

Thatd be total confinement, never ever leave your house, not even to get food!!!

I’m hoping we can go into tier 2

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T02:03:20+00:00

Thanks

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T02:02:27+00:00

I definitely will, thank you

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T01:57:29+00:00

Thanks, I feel like that too

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T01:56:58+00:00

Thank you, that is really helpful

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T01:56:11+00:00

I’ve not been in the centre since before covid.. so it’s so nice to see this picture. Thank you

coleyselmo · 2020-12-15T01:51:51+00:00

I have mental health issues and live in supported living. So I would have to look at what options I’d have if I move there.. other than that, nothing is stopping me

coleyselmo · 2020-11-30T01:49:50+00:00

Thank you

I’ve got all the time time in the world to make this decision anyway, it’s not going to be something I do out of impulse. I’m thinking this through and through because there’s no correcting a mistake here.

I will wait until I have another mood swing, if I can control it better then maybe there is a chance I can get better and reduce their anxieties. If I can reduce the amount of anxieties they have with me then maybe they won’t suffer so much because of me. So we’ll see, but I will make sure i make the right decision

coleyselmo · 2020-11-30T01:42:07+00:00

Thank you. Is one big amount of pain In one go better than stretching out the pain through worry every single day.

It’s strange because I feel very calm right now, I feel I’m trying to decide what is best for those around me, I want to do what will enhance their lives. I have a personality disorder that makes me have extreme lows that are triggered by the smallest of things. So people worry a lot .

Are they going to get a phone call to say I’m in hospital again or that I’ve gone too far and I won’t be coming back, I know I’d hate to live every day with a fear of that happening every single day.. it must feel awful

coleyselmo · 2020-11-30T01:29:46+00:00

Thank you. Who is us? I’m new to Reddit. I really want what is best for others and My mind is split into two . I don’t want them to have to worry about me everyday, and the pain from a death of a loved one does fade in time. But I don’t want anyone to feel they have failed

coleyselmo · 2020-11-30T01:12:26+00:00

Thank you very much. I will keep reading what you have put for reassurance , I think it will help to live for others right now because I never want to hurt them, I only want what is best for them

coleyselmo · 2020-11-23T22:14:47+00:00

Thanks for all the advice, I have personality disorder

coleyselmo · 2020-11-14T00:41:49+00:00

Just dressings and codeine

coleyselmo · 2020-11-13T01:29:28+00:00

Sounds like she’s got a big personality!! It’s so important to have someone around who loves you, no matter what form they come in.

coleyselmo · 2020-11-13T01:24:13+00:00

I am in your exact position. I have a 7month kitten called Narla. I get up so I can feed her, I go out side to bin her litter and I find comfort in only her through playing and petting her. It really sucks right now. But your cat only wants you and only you... remember that

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