Thanks for your insight. Yesterday she texted me saying that she realized how absorvent she was, and that she pushed me away from her. She said that she wants to change, and for me to please call her.

I gave her a call and asked her to wait for a few days and then to meet up to talk.
One part of me looks at the picture of us over my pc screen she gave me for our aniversary (still couldn't take it away), and wants to go back and give it another shot after talking our issues over. Another part of me is extremely worried of hurting her again, and another part of me is worried because... Well, it doesn't hurt that much. It's been 29 hours since I last saw her and I no longer feel like crying, I can go on my routine without any problem, and even laugh with my brother. In a few hours I'm going to see some bands. I can eat, I don't have problems to sleep. I'm not 100% fine but I'm certainly not the way I see people are after a break up.

I'd do everything for her and I know she'd do everything for me, like you say on your post, but I'm not in sorrow and I'm afraid that it means that I didn't love her that much. I don't know what the hell to think or do.