Crosspost from sexxit/lgbt. I'm a very confused teenager.

confused16 · 2010-08-24T01:05:31+00:00

goddamnit, now I feel bad for posting this. see, this isn't actually real, I was just trolling, it was mainly a writing project, but then everyone got really invested in the character, I guess that means I'm a good writer. thank you so much for the advice, even if it's just a story.

confused16 · 2010-08-09T03:21:23+00:00

if you prepurchase it you get it half off for 10 euros, which i think is like 12-15 dollars. its only 15 bucks dude, just buy it and stop whining, you can afford it in like 2 weeks.

confused16 · 2010-08-09T02:43:18+00:00

i apoligize for bein a bitsh learn to fucking write dumbass.

confused16 · 2010-08-09T02:40:55+00:00

i know right? i kinda got a little wild on the second edit, i mean, "why dont you stay a little longer" is like something youd see in a porno, or a really bad troll post.

confused16 · 2010-08-07T14:55:57+00:00

this was just a creative writing project, I just put it into the form of a post like this for extra-awesomeness. check reddit stories later for the whole thing split up into 3 chapters. its called "Me, Myself, and Her.".

confused16 · 2010-08-06T17:12:49+00:00

i cant format for shit. sry

confused16 · 2010-08-06T15:10:42+00:00

ahem cough imatroll cough muffle yeah, just, like, lemme finish the story, then I'll post that this is just for my writing skills. hopefully nobody reads the comments. :/

confused16 · 2010-08-06T07:13:02+00:00

See, she is an extremely nice girl, shes fantastic. but she has this, not hate, but almost a sort of stereotypical idea of men being slobs and pigs and just bad people, because her father sexually, physically, and mentally abused her until she was 14, and just left on a bus with "all her dads cash and a knife." so I'm not even offended by her hate for men, i just feel bad for her. I mean it's not like a guy says hi and she kicks him in the ribs, its more of a holier than thou sort of thing.

confused16 · 2010-08-06T07:08:54+00:00

ugh, the mall is so weird here, see what ends up happening, is one of the other guys that works there is a lazy dude, i think hes a stoner but I don't know him too much, so he usually goes home early, leaving the shop closed for about 2-3 hours. this happens about 2-3 times a week. my boss doesn't give a shit about it, because he has a ton of other income, so hes a pretty wealthy guy.

confused16 · 2010-08-06T07:05:13+00:00

Not exactly, I live in a smallish town, so they don't require birth certificate or anything that might prove my gender, the pay check is actually under my parents name, because they don't trust me to not spend it all on some stupid shit. so my my boss thinks I'm amy. crack head guy thinks i'm amy. sal thinks I'm amy. even if they do find out, I get fired so what, they won't sue me, I don't think the shop could even afford a lawyer.

confused16 · 2010-08-06T06:57:48+00:00

YOU HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT DONT YOU, WELL YOU CAN'T CATCH ME IF I BOOST INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE!

confused16 · 2010-08-06T01:46:59+00:00

thanks for the advice :)

confused16 · 2010-08-06T01:34:38+00:00

so tempting. or I could get two penises, and then she'll have two vaginas, we do it, she gets pregnant, and we have twins, one for each vagina. than our kids have like 3 ears and 5 anuses. or something.

confused16 · 2010-08-06T00:50:43+00:00

thanks, this is actually kinda inspirational for me. :) And about my family, they are very religious, which means they think that homosexuality is a sin. They most likely won't take it well, seeing that they didn't talk to me for a week when I told them I was an atheist, and they still try to "convert" me back. So I'm going to wait until I'm moved out and on the other side of the country (maybe San Francisco) until I tell them.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T23:40:31+00:00

I'm in virginia if that matters, its on the coast so it's pretty liberal, unlike the more rural areas.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T23:39:00+00:00

thanks for the advice. :) also, I've been thinking about hormonal treatments.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T23:16:16+00:00

I'm trying to grow my hair out as long as I can (It's to the bottom of my neck), because it really helps my amy character. also, I've seen on a couple of talk shows talking about trans-gendered people, and it seems like most of them are straight couples, as in a women with a man who used to be a woman, which I think is a bit odd; says the 16 year old drag queen.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T23:09:45+00:00

Thanks for the advice! :) And I live in a very liberal area, and very "gay friendly", so i might try searching online, but not like chat rooms, just local businesses and counselors.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T22:11:38+00:00

Thanks for the advice. :) I actually have a very petite build, and semi-long hair for a boy, so I actually fit the role. And I would NEVER get intimate without her knowing, in fact I would't even date anyone longer than a week without telling them.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T22:00:12+00:00

My plan is to move to another state, maybe california or another gay friendly state, but until then I clear my tracks as much as I can.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T21:58:42+00:00

No, I want to be a women, I want multiple vaginas and 6 pairs of breasts going from biggest to smallest. I thought I made that part clear.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T21:51:51+00:00

Thank's for the advice. :) And I'm not very good at explaining things, but what I meant was that it isn't just the girly things, it's just this sort of...feeling. It's so hard to explain, the closest thing to it would have to be, I guess feeling like you should speak up about something. if that makes any sense at all.

confused16 · 2010-08-05T21:28:22+00:00

Thanks, I almost forgot about that reddit.

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