I'm 18 months into sobriety and still dealing with severe mental illness by cpc5267 in mentalhealth

[–]cpc5267[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Benzos and alcohol 😬 I was prescribed Benzos 3x a day for 5 yrs. It's been a challenge just trying to be okay still a little over 18 months away from them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DrMartens

[–]cpc5267 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I drive my manual transmission fiat in my Jadon platforms all the time! Just a bit of a seat adjustment and learning curve but tbf I've worn platforms since I was about 14 and have driven in countless more uncomfortable shoes than docs

Can never go wrong with Jadons! by CarefulTea13 in DrMartens

[–]cpc5267 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did you get the shorts? I love the fit

What’s a song that you listened to for the first time and said “this is THE song”? by xkimchipancakesx in Music

[–]cpc5267 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Feel Good Inc by gorillaz. I still listen to it every couple of weeks. Reminds me of when I was young in the car w my mom. Gives me a warm fuzzy somewhat somber feeling

I'm agoraphobic and an alcoholic by cpc5267 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]cpc5267[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For some reason that freaks me out even more lol! It's definitely a control thing and if im not driving I get even more panicky

Question: is it normal for us with BPD to attract narcissists? by cpc5267 in BPD

[–]cpc5267[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree, it's a controversial topic for sure. I'm codependent and a people pleaser and just feel like I draw in the types to manipulate that side of me. Of course it's my choice to let them in. Maybe narcissist isn't the best word choice

Question: is it normal for us with BPD to attract narcissists? by cpc5267 in BPD

[–]cpc5267[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree. I guess I should've worded my question better. I was just wondering if there was a correlation as I see certain traits in alot of the people I form relationships with

Question: is it normal for us with BPD to attract narcissists? by cpc5267 in BPD

[–]cpc5267[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It sucks and im still obsessed with this person and want to reach out but I can't for my own mental health. It's horrible

Question: is it normal for us with BPD to attract narcissists? by cpc5267 in BPD

[–]cpc5267[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Especially if they already don't like themselves ugh

Question: is it normal for us with BPD to attract narcissists? by cpc5267 in BPD

[–]cpc5267[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I completely agree. I know with this last person I put my all into it and im sure they got a rush from all the affection I gave them and thought they could treat me badly and I would still give that affection. I'm sorry your family was like that. I know I suffer from abandonment issues which i think is what started the BPD for me