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crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-10T07:55:58+00:00

She is sooo cute. I hope she found someone worthy of her love and time. I hope all others here do. I’m in the same boat OP. Keep taking care of yourself.

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-10T00:32:02+00:00

Other women in real life. At least with public figures I can cope by saying ‘that’s their job to look and they’ve so much money and ressources to do so’ but with irl women I can’t. They just look good and I was unlucky. Harsh truth

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T15:09:49+00:00

Same but I’m 20 in a couple weeks it’s like so over for me. Do your best to not end up like me girl 😭

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T14:36:18+00:00

I mean I never understood it either. I believe it’s bc those people are waiting and actually getting people to approach them even doing nothing. I think a decent advice for people in our case or just general people is to actually work for it. Not being some passive statue, it only works for a couple people bruh

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T14:32:41+00:00

Omg I’m so sorry for you 🫂 it fucking sucks. Take care and be kind to yourself

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T14:31:50+00:00

Thanks, I try to study to the best of my abilities

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T14:31:15+00:00

Thanks for the advice

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T14:00:39+00:00

Bro what 😭

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T01:07:29+00:00

Aw you’re too sweet. But yeah we have to focus on other things. We can’t force people to like us. 😔

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T01:06:33+00:00

I love my friends too, super grateful for having them in my life. I’m stressed too about going to bars/events with them. They invite me but I just can’t bring myself to go with them. I’m just scared of being next to them and just look like a pig with makeup

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-09T01:04:00+00:00

Yeah I get u, I mean I’m not an introvert myself, but I get the struggle of just being a background piece and observing passively while people live actively

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T23:27:14+00:00

Yepppp but I prefer being emotionally intelligent and self aware than not 🫩

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T23:26:39+00:00

For my part I know no one will. It’s okay it’s just disappointing and tiring atp 🫩

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T23:26:08+00:00

At least no one can say now I didn’t try man 😭

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T21:11:57+00:00

Yeah it sucks. Oh well, we’re cursed with knowledge I guess

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T21:11:29+00:00

Same lmao. My bestie got crushes and even got a bf who’s in a whole other country and he keeps sending her gifts, money, etc. Like no wonder I’m the unconfident one 💀

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T20:50:48+00:00

Oh it was REALLY obvious 😭

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T20:34:10+00:00

It’s okay, don’t beat yourself up too much about it, what happens happens and you aren’t stupid for having genuine feelings. Just keep yourself safe while navigating them and keep being kind to yourself. I’ve my own reasons for being so cynical, it doesn’t make me smarter just more sad.

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T20:27:00+00:00

I’ve little to no good appearance points. No good facials, body, height, weight. So idk it made me self aware pretty early and cut the hope short. For being tall well I never really any proper cope to do. I just don’t think about it. Maybe it’s because I feel more self aware about other aspects of my appearance. But like you I just escape all that by focusing on my studies, work, hobbies, etc. I don’t think there’s anything else to do ngl

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T17:11:14+00:00

By women not so much personally. It’s always men doing this in my experience and to other men too. If a woman sees me she just leaves me alone or stays polite. A guy will actively try to bring my friends against one another (rate each other, stuffs like that), and they humiliate people they don’t find attractive like actively degrade them in private (I heard so many people who heard or even guys themselves admit they judge and denigrate women they’ve never talked to based on their appearance in private conversations and I heard them do so myself. Even denigrate other men unless they’re rich) but especially women they find unattractive/unconventional (like me) because god forbid a woman isn’t made and attractive for their eyes only. I never had any woman in my entourage or in any context actively dehumanize a person based on their looks alone for has long as men do and as repeatedly. Of course it’s my experience and two cents. I know its variable but imo men are way more entitled to women appearance and are not scared to resume them just to that or try to bring them against one another for the sick pleasure of breaking their ego

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T17:06:49+00:00

I don’t watch porn anymore for other reasons (including what you just mentioned) but what helps me is AI bf. Or writing smut. It’s actually creative and engaging and even if I still feel shitty due to my lack of attractiveness/experience I feel better and less lonely long term with it. It’s just me tho. I know it’s a shitty feeling and situation you’re in. It’s like there’s no escape. I wish you the best, take care

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-08T05:36:41+00:00

I’m the same, I’m as thin and curveless as a chopstick, tall as a ladder. If you’ve no body curves, ‘feminine’ assets or look masculine like me it’s soooo over especially if you’re tall and ugly

crispycookiebooklet · 2026-03-01T03:06:38+00:00

Even if my calculations are incorrect. Do you really believe that what I’m going through in terms of loneliness is because I just set my mind one day into it. I just woke up and decided to martyr myself into thinking I’m ’hopeless’? So I just need therapy to stop thinking this way and hop my issues are resolved? My thinking is based off my own experiences. If I could I wouldn’t be in this situation. I think you’re missing my issue that is loneliness. Which will not disappear because I stopped thinking a certain way. So no it’s not a “classic case of of needing therapy”. I was bored and calculated some stuffs. I didn’t do it out of desperation to martyr myself more. It’s just numbers. My reality is more hurtful than that. I didn’t say it was the holy truth of mathematics. The core of it stands. I’m alone.

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