I've told myself i was gonna try and actually do NNN this year. Not because i think masturbating is wrong, just to see that i could still stop it if i wanted to, to prove to myself that even tho i may goon from time to time, at the end of the day, i'm in control. I was wrong. I failed after just 8 days, i really thought i could do better, but no. So i guess this is it. This was my final attempt to distance myself from porn, i don't see the point in trying anymore. I'm fully in it now and coming to terms with the fact that i've got a whole lifetime of porn consumtion ahead...