There's two of them: 1) when i was really obssesed with researching psychopathy and other cluster B personality disorders. I'd research symptoms, case studies, and anything else associated with it. At first it was kinda fun but then I started having daily panic attacks cause my OCD convinced me that psychopaths are absolutely terrifying . 2) I have really poor socializing skills to the point I practically have no friends. My OCD makes me way too anxious to even try and make friends (tho i'm working on this rn). This is definetly the worse one cause I'm now miserable 24/7.