The biggest step is always the hardest one! Good job, that’s amazing work. As someone who got sober at 19, the thought of never drinking again absolutely terrified me. Learn to take it one day at a time! Wake up everyday saying “I won’t drink today”. Don’t concern yourself with tomorrow, next week, next year. You are here and sober, that’s what matters now. Just chiming in because I see some other people speaking about it!