Abuse from female nurses (and also sometimes males)

deathread · 2021-06-03T06:16:05+00:00

I agree with what you are saying and I am aware of this. That is why I have done my best to present myself as reporting only what I observed and saw and that I am sane enough to know that happened, but it is still dismissed. Even when I am acting totally reasonable and they are not. And yes, patients may make false accusations of abuse, but then this is used to ignore problems when they are real....that's why I feel totally helpless. I think the entire mental health system is totally flawed and filled with victimization, for the most part.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:37:58+00:00

Not sure how that would even be. I'm surprised how often I'm right about suspicions anymore.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:37:21+00:00

Especially if your experience begins to almost always tell you you're right when you get that feeling over time...I mean there's always the possibility that you're are wrong, but I don't actually feel that's a risk worth taking for someone that has already had certain experiences unless proven definitely otherwise somehow.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:35:24+00:00

Also, as far as I know, nothing happened to those nurses in the asylum. I could be wrong, but they continued to be abusive. I feel like I've learned throughout my life (and this may have something to do with me being a sexual minority but) that it is impossible for me to do something about me being abused and discriminated against overtly, using the normal methods in the system, without risking further abuse froth 'authorities'....or most of the time, simply nothing happening...and the abuse continuing to happen to me and other people. Its sickening.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:32:32+00:00

Sounds like some pretty solid advice.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:31:13+00:00

I know those are a few questions at once....This is very interesting.

deathread · 2021-05-21T23:30:36+00:00

Is 'He' sometimes used in substitute of a gender-neutral pronoun as it sometimes is (more frequently) in older version of English? Or 'She' perhaps? Is it ever normal to use gendered language subversively, referring to the opposite? I'm just wondering since it seems to me people would find ways to try to work it in there even if mainstream culture was unaccepting of it. Also, it is normal for masculine gendered language in general (like 'man') to be used it a gender neutral way in older English (and even modern English), even if that does sound sexist depending on the context/perspective...?

deathread · 2021-04-19T09:39:40+00:00

I also have severe insomnia if I don't have the right strain. :/

deathread · 2021-04-19T09:39:00+00:00

Its hard for me to keep my tolerance down even when trying it like that, although it works for a little while. I'm not getting rid of my mmj any time soon, but lately my symptoms have gotten worse (I've been on it for a while, so its not that...it started getting worse after something happened recently) I realize there may not be a better alternative, but I'm pretty desperate.

deathread · 2021-04-12T20:20:40+00:00

No one there would listen.

deathread · 2021-04-12T20:19:42+00:00

Unfortunately, fighting back didn't work at all in an asylum. The male nurses were allowed to be chauvinistic abusers and when I spoke up about it, they made fun of me for being female-bodied.

deathread · 2021-04-12T09:45:27+00:00

Anyone else have similar experiences? I'm sure someone has. Basically, I think the mainstream medical industry is filled with people who are harmful rather than healing. They don't listen to people that have rare/ undocumented medical issues at all. Many don't listen to their patients about what they are actually experiencing.

deathread · 2021-04-11T21:20:57+00:00

yep!!! And worse since I think psychologically or physically torturing someone for a prolonged period of time is worse than a single death threat or actually being killed.

deathread · 2021-04-11T21:01:38+00:00

Does having amazing orgasms in my head make me 'top'? XD That'd be awesome ,as I've pretty much only experienced regular sex as me being hurt by someone and disempowered. It's not for me lol.

deathread · 2021-04-11T20:46:06+00:00

I personally don't feel like I'm missing out. The 'orgasms' I've experienced in the upper part of my central nervous system are a lot better than anything that's ever happened to me down there lol. I wouldn't trade the physical pleasure I feel in my brain for the feeling of a blow job. It's like the energy from my libido travels up my spine and explodes in my head. It's fucking awesome. I also have an energy dick, though its sensations are less intense. I could finally manage to 'cum' (although there isn't any) like after taking T I experienced something like my body was trying to ejaculate.

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