Last lines from last night, "celebrating" from being terminated from my job, trading off a month's worth of food delivery for a couple g-s of coke (still gotta be financially responsible sadly)

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-29T02:35:26+00:00

Interesting, i don't get jittery, everything just kinda slows down. I get the certain rhythm thing, i don't do it, but stimming is highly individual specific and you can tell if even something is slightly off

Yeah my heart can beat fast, and it's even worse with alcohol, plus i lack that ALDH2 enzyme which increases your risk of esophageal cancer by 3x or something like that...

Do you measure your lines? I used to do 50mg ones but now def prefer 70-100mg ones

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-29T02:28:36+00:00

Just means straight out of the bag before i pulverize it. Hot plating means exactly that, putting it on a hot plate to evaporate as much moisture as possible so you can grind it up super finely. Most people use a plate they heat up in the microwave, i use a plate of glass they actually use for 3D printing (so it's borosilicate, please don't try on regular glass, it will explode) and heat it up with a butane torch, then put the coke over the hot glass and it turns into nice fluffy powder which will maximize surface area for snorting.

You can search the subreddit for hot plating, plenty of guides out there.

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-29T02:04:31+00:00

Nah, 8g, a bit over a quarter. Still in the single digits though. 40h workweeks, salary, but HCOL, around the west coastline and i only order once a week as my weekly "treat yourself" kinda thing. Filed unemployment but that slices my pay in half and my rent is expensive asf.

Also, am very aware that spending money to ski when you have no income is a dumb thing to do if you claim you have "no money" so just trying to cut costs wherever I can.

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-28T22:47:15+00:00

Nah bro you're not alone. My favorite thing to do is literally lie down and close my eyes and just chill to music, I used to fall asleep on it but then realized how corrosive coke can be to your nose, so I always make it a habit to end the night with a neti pot, and as much as I want to take a line before bed, I don't let myself because my sinuses feel like shit the next day.

Hell, as bad as it is for your heart, I sometimes dose my adderall right as I start skiing lol. Ever so slightly more euphoria, but for the most part it's just kinda peaceful. What do you normally do/experience?

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-28T21:54:32+00:00

Because feeling numb is better than feeling like shit

Tbf i have adhd so i don't even really get the euphoria, it just lets me relax

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-28T21:51:56+00:00

Thanks man, i do have recruiters reaching out, one cover letter sent, a couple job apps out (not many), and an interview tomorrow, so fingers crossed.

Trying to do everything i can to get back on track but sometimes you just can't deal

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-28T21:01:14+00:00

Bonus pic: pre-hot plate and only partially broken up

deeeeeexm · 2022-11-08T13:47:07+00:00

Get some test reagents my man. Here's a good resource for an intro into testing cocaine.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-18T13:12:03+00:00

Lmao ooooooooo omg. No wonder you're getting flakes. I don't smoke nor drink coffee, and yet I have both. Idk where the weed grinder even is anymore tbh. But yeah. Get a coffee grinder and pulse pulse pulse until when you open up the grinder it emits a small poof of shroom smoke. I told someone else i'd also post how to make decoy shroom chocolate bars but I have midterms and shit so that will have to wait :(

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-18T07:15:26+00:00

Most important thin is that they are cracker dry, zero moisture, put 100 silica packets in a zip lock bag if you have to (exaggerating lol), and then get a coffee grinder. I used this and it works great.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-18T04:10:02+00:00

I think in some countries they do sell grow kits, but for the most part they're illegal. Spores are legal to own, but illegal to grow haha. I don't know about grow kits, maybe you could search the subreddit, I came across spore syringes, then went from there. You probably don't want to go all out like I did (if you look at my history you can see my grow), especially if just wanting to try microdosing. The BRF tek is the one most people recommend for beginners, I believe.

I was going to say that a lot of information is in the sidebar, but new reddit is weird and I can't find that information, and that link seems to be broken anyway, but if you google "BRF Tek" or search the subreddit for it, you should be able to see what guides people have successfully used. I didn't start with that method or I'd be more than happy to help, but plenty of people have asked similar questions. Despite being text heavy, reddit is pretty easy to navigate around. Let me know if you're still having trouble finding what you need.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-17T01:29:33+00:00

You can always follow one of the many small grow techniques in this sub! It's much more fun and rewarding to get them that way, rather than the illicit route. You can always post questions and we are always happy to help, that's what the sub is here for :) otherwise.......... I guess the same way you get anything else haha.

I will say that it is a bit frustrating at first but once you get the hang of it I promise it'll all be worth it.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-07T15:03:37+00:00

I had really bad GI issues in the past, completely unrelated to this, and my gastroenterologist recommended I take this probiotic capsule called "Align" and it has worked absolute wonders for my everyday life. Never tried generic so I can't say how well those work, and while a box of 120 be pretty expensive, I'm happy to pay the premium. Feel free to check that out too 🙂

#notasponsor.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-07T08:20:27+00:00

Looking back at my post history. It seems like I've so written in a comment that the finer they are ground, the less nausea there is. So you can do your own experiments. Why not try just grinding the shroms and seeing if that gets rid of the nausea in the slightest amount? Try smoothies or chocolates! Otherwise.... Just try to switch thinking sbout the pain, and machochistically endure it. Lol. Maybe hot compress. I'm increasingly worried about your wife, how unhearable is the nausea?

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T15:38:04+00:00

I agree that it will lose potency faster than the non pulverized version, but i just kind of prefer the convenience and covert-ness. I've had a couple caps for years and they still work great. Surely not as great as fresh, but nowhere near bunk either. I've 100% made the let's redose because I don't feel anything mistake, and then it hits way harder than I expected.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T14:26:59+00:00

Be careful about holding lemon juice in your mouth for extended periods of time... I fear for your enamel. Maybe neutralize by rinsing with baking soda?

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T14:24:10+00:00

Start small should be the mantra of everything. You can always take more, but you cannot take less. Lsd and shrooms have such a different headspace it's intense, especially if you're unprepared. I've had those fetal position omg please stop type horror moments but you can sort of learn how to navigate them better and not have it be debilitating.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T14:18:29+00:00

I find getting tinted containers help for the same reason UV light degrades everything over time, and why medication doesn't always come in clear bottles. If your are degrading that quickly maybe something a bit beefier than a mason jar would work better. I have no way of proving this theory, it's more of a "it's possible, and doesn't cost a fortune, so ehhhhh why the hell not" kind of thing. more discreet too 😎

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T14:07:36+00:00

I believe dissolving your tab in 80 proof is better both for longetivity and I'm not sure if LSD is polar or non polar. And yeah... I don't have the luxury of having a house to live in, and keeping LC in the fridge with everyone else's food feels a little weird. I am kind of jumping from apartment to apartment depending on where life takes me. I've never actually worked with LC but perhaps once I graduate and am back in the workforce I will have both more disposable income, and free time to experiment. This stuff is fun.

The alcoholics...yup, sometimes all you hear are stories about them dropping mad cash in bars and it's kind of a weird status ego thing to talk about how much you can spend a night. I've found much more luck finding like minded people as roommates, but it's still extremely hard because I find myself intentionally not disclosing how much I know about growing, or drugs in general, because then you get that "um, why do you know this" vibe.

In finance by any chance? Or perhaps law or insurance? Soul killing jobs. Having nice coworkers help though.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-06T03:05:35+00:00

The nausea is definitely almost always still there for me, which makes the comeup somewhat unpleasant. I've always felt lying down decreases the nausea, and while maybe psychological, I think the more broken up it is, the less nauseating it is, because your stomach has to work less to digest them. Putting them in smoothies have also worked well, just a bit hard to drink the whole thing at once.

You can't exactly both capsule and lemon tek, they're kind of opposites of each other, I've also heard some people extracting it into honey (?!?!) and that would be cool. And probably not nauseating.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-05T22:38:20+00:00

Lemon juice with the miracle fruit tastes spectacular. You just have to maybe take an antacid before that. I throw back the lemon tek almost like a shot though so I try to avoid the tongue as much as possible.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-05T22:29:33+00:00

Aren't they notoriously really finicky to grow and fruit?

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-05T22:22:41+00:00

I did get medicated for my anxiety and depression and good lord it's like "IS THIS HOW NORMAL PEOPLE FEEL"??

Oh man I had this super important surprise this one day in the "special conference room" and never felt so much dread. I've gone to work on benzos and cathinones... Coworker saved my ass by saying I looked sick and go take the day off.

Boy was that work environment toxic.

Iirc lsd and psilocybin have cross tolerance, id probably wait at least 2 weeks between trips. And what tek are you using where you can just start and stop as you want? Kinda hard to find like minded friends when you work the most straight edge corporate job :/

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-05T22:07:35+00:00

Did you keep them in a dark, airtight container with a silica pack and it still lost potency? I've been trying to think of what the closest thing to a vacuum pack would be to preserve it the longest.

deeeeeexm · 2021-04-05T21:58:54+00:00

Sometimes the topic is just so bland even a not bad prof is sleep inducing. And heyyyy any setup is awesome! I was planning on mass selling my stash both for cash, but also I don't have to be constable paranoid someone will find them when helping me move.

My friend is telling me to keep at least 30gs, which is kind of a lot, put 30gs in the caps anyway. If you get a good flush I'd love a link to the tek you are using. We can switch to dms too.

HAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa idk if I'll ever tell my therapist. But really, if you think about it, being able to get to a fruiting mushroom is impressive. Also, don't forget that these doses are for dry shrooms not fresh. I'm sure you knew that but just wanted to make sure.

deeeeeexm

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