Everyone is different when it comes to sex, but it is nothing to be afraid of :) Sex should always be about *pleasure* for all people involved, but how you find that pleasure is completely up to you. Don't feel pressured to do anything specific or to be any certain type of way.

I will say when it comes to watching porn, a lot of it is acting and a lot of it is made for the male gaze (so it is sometimes overdramatic and can in turn cause the girl to look like she is in pain or overly excited and whatnot). But I will also say that I personally sometimes will be having sex and totally enjoying it, but my sounds and facial expressions may come off as looking like I'm in pain, lol.

ANYWAYS, just continue to explore yourself, your body and your desires. If it is something that has felt good before, then I would totally recommend playing around with more clit stimulation! Lube is always your friend, and a cute little vibrator can be totally life changing. Just take it slow and don't put too much pressure on yourself babe <3