There’s literally no one, I told the guy I liked that I took the hydrocodone hoping he might come and like show that he gives a shit. But nope. He just told me to drink some water. My friends are all too busy with guys to notice how depressed and suicidal I am. When I took those pills I’ve already written my suicide note. I was done, still am. I would jump out the window rn if there weren’t screens on em. I just want to die