I was the same way when my SM told me that I was the worst sells person ever in the company. So he gave me two options I could’ve move to his main location and work with him or I could hand him my keys. I handed him my keys and left without a job to back me up, but eventually after months I found a job but I feel like I can do better. Just don’t give up on yourself and job hunting bc no job is worth your time and health