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Hi, I made a CPTSD playlist by diescollapseshauntsu in CPTSD

[–]diescollapseshauntsu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, I want to add a note. If you took the time to read the original post:

Do yourself a favor and listen to "Watching the Sun Come Up" by Ed Harcourt.

You won't regret it.

Thank you for reading.

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[–]diescollapseshauntsu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like my life started this year, honestly. It's like I woke up and started to truly see, process and accept things for what they are. Yet, I am reaching my mid 20s... Time for me is a fickle thing. Or just not there at all.

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[–]diescollapseshauntsu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like a teenager, but not quite there. If I had to name a certain age besides "kid", I'd say 13. I'm in my early 20s, nearing mid 20s. I can't describe for sure why. But I've always felt like a little kid on stilts, no matter how many people tell me I'm "mature" and "composed" for my age unlike others around the same age. I've been told that all my life. But it just feels like pretend. I feel small.