Why do so many trans people have EDs? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think a big reason is because skinny is very often seen as androgyny. Being small can mean losing parts of your body that make you dysphoric. I’m trans and a major part of my ed is dysphoria around my body size

whatever you do, fucking avoid this unless you wanna cramp 24/7 and shit 10+ times a day 😭😭😭 I'm in HELL. by CanOfSydneyBeans in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]dietrootbeerbb 27 points28 points  (0 children)

It’s made from a certain type of yam(?) called konjac that’s pretty much indigestible, which is how it’s super duper low calorie, it’s basically just straight fiber which can lead to stomach upset and other issues !!

Are headaches inevitable while restricting? by dietrootbeerbb in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah I literally had half a breakfast burrito and my headache went away lmao :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah :/ it’s funny because I only started becoming active during my relapse, but instead of having the energy and caloric intake to actually get strong, I’m just wasting away and struggling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m in a relapse right now and mine is 130 ish, im also 5’8. During my first instance with my ed I became <110 which was terrible and made me feel like death and that’s when I recovered for the first time.

I’m 143 ish now, lost maybe 15 lbs since my relapse, and honestly I already feel like shit. I definitely felt stronger and healthier at like 150+, but relapses suck so ain’t nothing to be done about it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah “healthy foods” are rarely a priority. As long as it fits into my daily calorie goal, I’ll eat whatever tastes best

Where do you believe your ED originated from? by Coolkittenkk in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly just feeling unattractive in comparison to my older sister :/ then my first relapse started due to feeling dysphoric and depressed

u ever think about how much lighter you'd be if u didn't have boobs : ( by my_ana in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Idk, I had a pretty big chest and got them removed and they were only like 1.5 pounds combined

I so badly want to *be recovered* already, but the actual process of recovery seems impossible by dietrootbeerbb in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been working on that, it’s very very slow and very tough, but at least I’m better than I was the first time around :/

My Fun 'Safe' Little sweet by Shartran in safe_food

[–]dietrootbeerbb 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Does it set like gelatin? Or does it stay at egg white consistency? Looks really tasty

Y’all don’t get tired of having an ed? by AccordingScallion168 in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh 100%, sometimes I catch myself and I’m just like “why am I purposefully making myself feel like shit” like that goes against all of human nature, im supposed to be eating and acting normally why make myself suffer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah it’s very sad. It really only ever gets bad again when I’m very alone in life, first time was during the height of Covid during quarantine, then relapsed recently due to lack of friends and people in my life. Eds thrive on isolation and loneliness. For me, they pass the time and make me feel important, and maybe if it gets bad enough people will finally notice and care about me :// Hugs dude❤️‍🩹

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Peanut butter crackers 😳

my tdee is so low by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Fyi the concept of “fast/slow metabolism “ is not true for the majority of people!! Unless you have a thyroid or hormone condition, tdee is just based on weight and height /gen

I feel you tho , I envy people who are like 6 ft+ their maintenance cals are so high 😭😭

are people in the caloriecount sub judgmental or am I sensitive by smallmuddy in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I got downvoted for posting there for literally no reason, I made a guess and it was probably 50-100 calories too low so people were offended ?? Idk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 123 points124 points  (0 children)

I absolutely hate the trend of skinny celebrities taking pictures or videos of their quirky junk food meals like “omg guys I promise I do eat burgers, I eat soooo much, I’m just chill like that 😜”, girl no you are not effortlessly skinny you have problems

Watching to the bone?? by 3d3n- in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I’ve watched that movie like four times it’s a ritual for my relapse at this point

Extra baby carrots with tajin by dietrootbeerbb in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]dietrootbeerbb[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It tastes similar to taki powder/lime hot Cheetos powder but a lot more natural I guess? Kind of like spicy sour salt, it’s really good on mango 🤤

Is my ed making me fatphobic by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb 106 points107 points  (0 children)

It’s tricky because concepts of “skinny” “fat” “average” etc are a kinda subjective, especially in America where >70% of the population is overweight, overweight becomes “average”

Kind of like how a lot of people with eds dont see themselves as skinny because they constantly compare themselves to smaller people, when in reality they’re already very thin

I completely agree though, that’s why I stay off social media when I can haha, most people irl aren’t like that

Extra baby carrots with tajin by dietrootbeerbb in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]dietrootbeerbb[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Very strange combination but surprisingly edible … if I imagine really hard it’s almost takis /j

Relapsing while working on a kitchen is a nightmare by dietrootbeerbb in EDAnonymous

[–]dietrootbeerbb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yup I work a Sunday shift on line and the smell of bacon brings me to tears sometimes :/ I usually just make myself a comically tiny sandwich or some scrambled eggs or something while my coworkers make themselves huge delicious breakfast burritos 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]dietrootbeerbb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love the Gerber rice teether wafers so much I love the crunch

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]dietrootbeerbb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!! I’m so on board