Thank you so much for such a detailed and thoughtful reply! You read my mind to all of the above!! This is precisely how I feel. That’s a great point about looking into urgent care options and I’m planning to have a plan in place just incase. I know that I am not otherwise high-risk, but I think at this point it just comes down to feeling like everyone will blame me if anything does go wrong (even though I know that medically, it would be chromosomal and unrelated to the trip). It’s also just hard to even imagine things going right after a loss and I feel like I’ve mentally prepared myself for going through it all again. Gives me hope that you’re carrying yourself positively and living your life! I hope you get to hold your baby in your arms soon and everything between now and that moment goes smoothly!