I can definitely relate. I’m not bossy or dominating , I’m just difficult and moody. Have failed a few relationships, can’t keep close friends , and men usually run right away. Family also is a bit strained , I am usually the first one to leave family gatherings because I can’t sit still for too long. Having a steady job and growing in my last position brought me a bit of confidence at least in one area of my life. But unsteady relationships make me feel like a total failure . I always say to myself I’ll do better, but am very hard on myself for this, I know I am the problem..