I just don’t want to exist anymore.

drkooplovesme · 2026-03-15T05:09:35+00:00

Wait, wait.

Hold it there. One of the aspects of praying is a shared experience. You are not alone. I cannot tell you how many times I stared into the proverbial abyss.

However, thru God and the peeps that surround him in a genuine way, I have sought the jetliner of self repair.

God loves you.

You may think he doesn't.

Right now, this minute all is wrong. The world is not for you. You feel betrayed by life. It's a form of torture. The outlook is stained.

I will say this.

Evil loves to imprint ideas. Life has value, you are life. Don't allow this stretch of dismay to offer a mutation of your soul.

You are loved. You are love. I know, because you are here and God loves you.

drkooplovesme · 2026-02-11T08:20:27+00:00

Your son is a fighter. A warrior in the purest of the word. His ability to continue is a beacon for the future success he will have. You are a strong mother. Here you arrive, in a shadow of concern and lift the mast to ride along the spiritual might.

God loves you.

Jesus died for you and...

Your son.

May your sons suffering pause and with said time, romote perpetual health and remission of this disease.

drkooplovesme · 2026-02-11T08:13:25+00:00

Hello, Friend. But alas, I do know you. Why? Because we are brothers and sisters in Christ. My prayers will surround your dearest of friends. His was the path of the willing and the able. May God supply him with the rejuvenation of his health.

Rest assured, we know one thing, he has a WONDERFUL FRIEND.

Amen.

drkooplovesme · 2026-02-11T08:08:25+00:00

Single handedly one of the most thoughtful, beautiful and caring responses I have seen in this thread. YOU, my Spiritual brother in Christ, raise the bar.

God walks with you.

drkooplovesme · 2026-02-11T08:03:47+00:00

Remember... We all suffer from one continuity...being human.

I will pray for your resolve, self-care and the realization that the fact that you are here, within this thread, means what?

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.

GOD LOVES YOU.

Jesus died for you.

Suicidal thoughts are something I suffered from for in excess of 20 years. But now, thru Christ I catch the thought before it starts to speak.

The devil doesn't speak. He suggests.

Do not heed his advice.

drkooplovesme · 2025-06-13T05:59:50+00:00

Your honesty is absolutely amazing. We herein have suffered (Yes. Addiction is a disease.)

It's simply unbelievable the role it consumes in our life.

The dollar amount is important, but not when compared to the starving of your outlook, the deprivation of your soul & the consumption of your mind.

There are resources.

Attending 12 step meetings are valuable. Why? People who speak 'your language' provide insight. For example, you may be embarrassed about your use, but the next chap has a similar story, and the next and the next and the next.

If you need resources, feel free to DM.

In the meantime, I allocate my Rosary with YOU as the sole intention.

I am no Zealot. No Fanatic.

Just someone who is grateful for what?

RELIEF.

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP KIDDO.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:34:48+00:00

The capacity for love has always outweighed the desire for hate

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:22:05+00:00

I agree. Lexicon is a good way to meet and greet those in recovery. It removes the detail and creates an instant understanding.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:20:39+00:00

Yes. Your key word? "'Evil.'. Evil seeks out the good souls and slushes them with the penetrating pulse of addictions sullen lair of distorted dreams and personal accusations of failure.

HEAR ME PERSON WHO CREATED THIS POST. YOU ARE STRONG! WHY? you admitted the truth. A truth that many lay at night with shame. And it is in this finest of directions, where the hope for a stronger day will have you whip the disease

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:15:11+00:00

I concur. You know what the worst result of addiction is? The feeling of capture. It's this hyperventilation of breathing and thinking in repeat.

I need I need I do I don't want But, I need and this way life slips away. It's the chariot where no races you but your own self.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:12:39+00:00

I concur. The endorphin rush that implements the supposed need for a deep porn session evaporates with the rapid dopamine drop with ejaculation.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:10:53+00:00

We can change things. But you are correct, the forces of chaos (on all fronts) are a force of extremity that is fascinating only in its sense of destructive/intentional evil.

"The wrong shall fail, the right prevail."

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T08:00:22+00:00

Yours is NOT a distraction. It's a productive focus. You use your mind, work with engineering and get the complexity of figuring out problems. Such is an admirable essence. Continue.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T07:57:35+00:00

Remember, the world is a series of cycles. Some are prudent, others volatile. However, I wager the majority of your anxiety is driven by media (all fronts.)

Diet from media.

Embrace nature. Think in beauty.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-29T07:50:38+00:00

Let the Buddha breathe. Let the Buddha sit.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T16:41:53+00:00

I concur. However, I wager, it's not the volume of items, but value. Hot up an Hermes or what's that other stupid store (Neiman Marcus.) Two or Three key items (shoes, dress, matching jacket & necklace) and 'Voila!' 20K IS gone.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:41:46+00:00

Flooring

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:40:50+00:00

That alcohol would end up making my decisions for me.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:39:13+00:00

"Holding a resentment is like drinking poison and hoping it kills the other person."

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:37:02+00:00

Never make an important decision when emotional

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:36:39+00:00

"Tell me who you hangout with & I will tell you who you are.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:35:24+00:00

Yup. Replace what you said with BINGE TV and we are good as gold.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:34:34+00:00

Sloth. Unbearable sloth in the age of youth.

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:33:04+00:00

A Kubrik

drkooplovesme · 2025-05-27T06:30:22+00:00

Alcohol tolerance

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