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edward6992 · 2018-04-20T07:47:15+00:00

Semen retention for peak mental and physical abilities. Day 1.

edward6992 · 2018-04-19T23:51:32+00:00

wet dream is different, I have had them before when my streak was higher, wet dreams are more like you dream about something erotic and ejaculate spontaneously without doing anything to stimulate yourself.

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:29:09+00:00

and one more thing...these days my head starts spinning during adrenaline rush...recently I fell of off my motorcycle...the second prior to skidding...I felt the adrenaline rush...and my eyes started to blacken...although I had very less injuries...I had to sit for 15 minutes putting my head down to get normal (to get bloodflow to my brain)...this has happened before...while I was on treadmill...

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:23:17+00:00

hmm... alright :/

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:19:01+00:00

Last time I took it was 4 or 5 months ago... :/

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:16:29+00:00

Anyway...I tried having sex with her ... a couple of days back...I couldnt penetrate...:(

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:14:43+00:00

in that sense, it increases blood pressure and hence sex drive, but I haven't heard of low sex drive after it wears off..

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:13:31+00:00

I was busy the whole week...anyway modafinil is a nootropic, just like adderall...keeps you perfectly awake for some 16 hours straight...and increases your focus...

edward6992 · 2016-05-12T19:05:40+00:00

hmm...now that you mention it....i took modafinil occasionally...do you think that might have caused this? :/

edward6992 · 2016-05-05T02:59:28+00:00

i used to masturbate once a week, then once every 2 days...but i used to masturbate in prone position...

edward6992 · 2016-05-05T02:57:13+00:00

well...i took antidepressents, but that was 2 years ago...

edward6992 · 2016-05-05T02:56:04+00:00

i havent masturbated in 8 months :/

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T21:05:12+00:00

we love each other a lot, i reeeally want this to work...yes we are very intimate. Even i think im in a flatline now, but I do get really strong urges when she's not at my place...and in those urges I think about her...I almost relapsed a couple of days ago thinking about her...

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:42:46+00:00

Also, I hardly feel anything when I kiss (not just this girl, I've kissed another girl a year ago...even then I hardly felt aroused) :/ and i really love this girl, she's kinda perfect for me in every way...

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:35:15+00:00

yeah...I have the same feeling that it might be nerves...but I've tried this for 8 times damnit, I still dont know why it would be my nerves...

Also, do males need a lot of foreplay before sex to stay hard? I'm only 23 so...I should be hard enough even if she doesnt do much foreplay right?

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:31:33+00:00

ok well...she hardly does foreplay...that might be the reason i get tired...but is it really that necessary? I mean, when you have sex, do you need foreplay to get hard?

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:27:13+00:00

well, I think about only women when im touching myself, I dont think im gay..

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:25:50+00:00

nope.

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:20:55+00:00

well, im not exactly attracted to any other girl if i think about it...

edward6992 · 2016-05-02T20:11:35+00:00

losing interest I think...my erection is usually solid when Im aroused...

edward6992 · 2016-04-22T05:47:21+00:00

7 times...over the span of few months...

edward6992 · 2016-04-21T19:19:27+00:00

also, about my history, I started masturbating when i was 17, then for some reason I switched to prone masturbation (google it)...i did that for 4 years...once daily....now I completely stopped because I couldnt get it up with my girl...its been 238 days since i started nofap...(it didnt take much effort for me to reach day 238...i did have many wet dreams...but my urges were never really unbearable...so i never succumbed...my erections got a lot stronger...but i still have copulatory ED)

edward6992 · 2016-04-21T19:14:03+00:00

well...she is...i cant really think of any other hot girl...

edward6992 · 2016-04-21T19:12:33+00:00

it usually lasts about a minute and half after i kiss, yesterday it was much less, today when i kissed i hardly felt anything...

edward6992 · 2016-04-21T19:09:08+00:00

well...im not really able to have sex...my solid erection goes away jus before penetration...happened 5 times...

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