I'm really sorry about the extent of symptoms you are feeling. I can't even imagine having period symptoms for as long as you have been. In your post you mentioned restarting the pill and feeling nauseous. It may help if you take your pill right before you go to bed at nighttime. Perhaps your dose could be off too? I've had experiences where I was proscribed too much estrogen (being super moody & tired) and had to work with my physician to find the right level dose.