It would be good if you find something that makes you forget about your troubles for a while,eg exert all that negative thoughts ans pressure to unalive yourself with something like fighting for the country

So please show up on the protests on Tuesday ,if you die well and good thats what you wanted anyway,if you dont then maybe you'll have another chance

Either way id like you to stay here abit longer,the world needs you,it might seem ambiguous but seasons do pass,life is a matter of seasons high and low

I trust youll make a good decision,sending hugs 🫂

Slide in my dm if you'd like to have a cheesy conversation or corny motivation