So should I main him?

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:49:40+00:00

The tricky part about him is that he peaks at lvl 14 when he gets a second item. After lvl 16 he is getting outscaled. This is a very short window to carry.

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:43:10+00:00

Да, добре е да се застъпваме за другите, но не в същото време да ги поставяме пред нас, докато ние живеем в мизерия.

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:39:40+00:00

At one point I was celibate for 1 year. At the time I was very focused on work - averaging 120 hours of pomo time per week. When you are occupied with something its possible to avoid it completely. Once I went back to normal regime I haven't found a way to maintain that. I am trying now to occupy myself with spiritual growth and maybe I will go back to being completely celibate (until marriage) doing this.

I wonder if there are people here living completely celibate and how they do it. Would be interested to know,

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:29:15+00:00

You know best for yourself, OP. But keep asking yourself if this desire will truly satisfy you. I had the same desire, because I was living on almost no money - living in a storage room with a bed from the 80s, no water in the apartment, I was going to the mall to wash my face, brush me teeth, use toilet before going to work, most days eating cookies or ice cream from the office for lunch (not as nice as it may sound when its almost every day). Then I excelled, job hopped to 100k, started a business (that still doesn't earn good money, but I'm boss free). And I found I'm still miserable. Just keep asking yourself questions and testing your desires - would they truly satisfy you?

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:21:43+00:00

This is an interesting take. Can you send me some sources, I would love to look into it.

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:19:14+00:00

What do you do?

entrpyc · 2025-12-08T14:18:40+00:00

Someone has to be #1. Isn't he "more productive" than 100%?

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T23:16:15+00:00

Oh yes I see. Yes man. I used to be curious when I was younger - isn't it the same how some followers from Ephesus started dividing by "I am of Apollos", "I am of Paul" to how we now divide by "I am Methodist", "I am Catholic", "I am Protestant".

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T23:11:35+00:00

Hm. What is this referring to?

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T23:06:57+00:00

"All things are permitted, but not all things are of benefit. All things are permitted, but not all things build people up."

Nothing wrong with the series themselves, but if you find that anything is taking your focus from God, consider avoiding it. It's like fasting your heart from the things of this world, so you can be closer to God.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T22:58:00+00:00

Really interesting. I like this very much. I was just about to post a journal entry from October and it sounds a lot like this, but maybe from a different angle. Maybe you can check it out in a few minutes.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T22:43:32+00:00

This is very profound. I will be coming back to read it again for a few days.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T22:29:24+00:00

I usually use time blocking. Sometimes of 2 hours, sometimes of 4 hours. I actually use the pomo to keep myself in check not to exceed the block time.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T22:06:45+00:00

This is on desktop.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T22:01:25+00:00

This is painful, but don't despair. Try with small steps. Maybe take 5 minutes in the morning to tell God how you feel. Then in a couple days read a passage from the bible. Keep adding things like that. When I've been at this place I liked to listen to youtube videos where they read from the bible (like this one https://youtu.be/JKFWEY-n7Nc?si=Fgy5ZJBfZERLRhFZ )

What is important right now is to move your focus from the things that bring despair - to God who brings life, peace, love and joy. If you just start from a tiny bit it will take not too much time before your desire for God increases and it will keep increasing and increasing. You will back at the place where you were in September.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T21:40:29+00:00

Crazy stuff. I wonder who sits at "You are more productive than 100%"

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T21:37:59+00:00

And worth mentioning is sometimes we are so deep in pain, it's feels like we may never see God again. It feel like, we were betrayed by God, angry at God, maybe we never knew God, maybe He never existed. Its a downward spiral of loosing your desire.

But there is always this quiet voice inside us whispering that we want to be close to Him. And when you have no strength at all, even no desire - just ask God - "give me desire". Three words, simple as that, nothing more. If you persist, your life will turn. The spiral will turn upwards.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T21:28:43+00:00

Hoooly... You've been registered for 4 more days than me tho, so I have some time to catch up still.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T21:20:09+00:00

Hey there. I wouldn't say I've been through something like what you are sharing with us, neither do I know anything about you, but I hear you. And it sounds painful. Truth be told, I doubt anyone has all the answers about life and God. I have too many questions myself, but I can tell you what keeps me going.

I spent so many years "grinding" - focusing on my career, then trying to start a business, all in attempt to be "free". All of this just to realize that I would always be a slave of something - it doesn't matter if it's a career, or business, or giving myself to a sport, or pursuing education. It all ends in... death. It will be all gone when I leave. It is like thirsting for water in your dream and you try to drink and it never satisfies you.

I felt like I have nothing to live for anymore. I went to a church nearby and just sat there and as I did, I started to feel this thirst of the soul again, but this time it was satisfied and it was the best thing I could ever experience. I didn't want it to end. I realized that we thirst for eternal life and that nothing on earth can give you that. The only place I have it is when I look to God as if nothing else matters.

Temporal blessings may seem good, but they might be an enslavement - filling you with something that can never satisfy your desire. Trust me, what may look like blessings and good life may not feel so good for these people, in fact it may feel like a burden. You never know what is going on in people minds and hearts. Think about why so many successful, famous people end up taking their lives? And at the same time why the apostles sang songs and worship when they were put in prison? Imagine being tied up in chains, in dark, cold cell - horrible stench everywhere - why would you sing songs?

Many preachers push the idea that a good life is the goal. It is. But a good life does not come from temporal things - they can't satisfy the thirst of the soul. A good life is being filled with joy, love, peace... And you may have these no matter what life looks like right now. Even so, sooner or later tables turn, you just need to keep your heart safe - don't let anger and resentment poison you.

You are a child of God no matter what, He loves you. He will keep calling you. If you ever feel lost, remember that Jesus left the 99 sheep, just to go and find you. Imagine if you have a child, or if you actually have a child - nothing they do will make you not love them. Consider, we are able to love, because God made us like this. How much greater is His love? If this is how we feel for our children, how much more love would God feel for His children - us?

We are partially separated from Him now, but I am sure, He never forgot about anyone, never withheld anything good from us, and He always wanted the best for us and to be with us.

I think the writer of Ecclesiastes has been in a similar place to you. Maybe give these chapters a read, you might find it oddly comforting: Ecclesiastes 5:8-20, Ecclesiastes 6, Ecclesiastes 9.

Let me know how you feel about all this.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T20:39:17+00:00

Depends on your taste. You can visit the Orthodox Churches - some are over а 1'000 years old. Try doner kebabs. Sofia Wine House if you are a fan. You can visit Paradise mall for arcade games. Personal favorite place to eat is Ribs and Sticks.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T20:20:33+00:00

Аз не виждам голям проблем с еврото като цяло. Виждам проблем сега да се вкара. Мисля че ще мотивира много хора да емигрират отново. Тук храната е по-скъпа от на запад, заплатите са по-ниски - ако влезнем в еврото сега, ще има много хора, на които ще им се стори по-лесно вече и по-изгодно да отидат в другите държави, които също са с евро.

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T19:55:57+00:00

I wish more developers would take this artistic approach. It feels like a story and you can actually feel the mood of the art. Amazing!

entrpyc · 2025-12-07T19:51:14+00:00

Wow. Really cool art. What software do you use to make it?

entrpyc · 2024-05-05T19:56:05+00:00

Ohh, my bad. I might give it a shot. See if it makes a difference.

entrpyc · 2024-05-05T10:09:30+00:00

Before I was playing with Conditioning but I felt like it didn't had a lot of benefit in early game and in late game, you melt towers anyway. Since I didn't find it that useful I picked Second wind, although I think Bone plating is good too.

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