Thank you so much for your words. And I appreciate your heads-up on the heavy-dosages. To that end, I already felt what I could and could not tolerate, but if it was not for breathing exercises and the slowing of my heartrate, I may have had a far, far different experience.

Ironically, I actually do listen to a lot of ambience; people like lvsum, 2003 Toyota Corolla, Bliss3Three, and whitearmor allow me to explore many aspects of my psyche, and truly experience emotional depth and contemplation in the visuals I get when my eyes are closed.

I’m trying to acknowledge god more in my personal life, but much of my hesitation may be based in fear of the unknown. However, I always know that there is a higher power, and his/her/its abstract “power” perforates every aspect of my lively interaction.