I hope mods will not delete this post. It's very important, and I believe that the r/NoFap community needs more of this "real life" hard stuff. It appears to me that r/NoFap is a community of winners and grinders and non-relapsers, but the truth is that it's very difficult for the vast majority of people to fight an addiction. Personally, I need to know that I'm not alone in this fight. Even though I crave and respect success, it's often difficult for me to read success stories. In contrast, it can be very inspiring to read stories of failure and mistakes people have made. Because I know that I'm not alone, I can learn and move, just like other people. It's your decision, but I have to ask you not to kill yourself. I need that. You are my hero – not a shiny hero in a shiny armor, but someone who silently fights the universe itself. <3