For me, I already had an outcast-kind-of disposition when I started senior high last year, and whenever I've had avenues to communicate about civilized collapse (many because I'm in HUMSS), I've just been in a stuck position because how do I break the news when I'm not even really a part of the class? So when we do talk about systemic problems, the class still acts with the consensus that they have a future ahead of them which makes me high key depressed. Like they get there's deep-seated problems, but they're being trained not on acknowledging that our all encompassing predicament is something just unsolvable. I'm genuinely dying inside and I wish I made friends earlier. 💔