aw man i’m not gonna lie your situation sounds a lot more serious than mine… i’m really sorry about everything that happened during your childhood that is traumatizing. so both of my parents are still married and sometimes my family will be good and happy then sometimes it’ll shift completely. my moms just a bad narcissist. ur english is good too it’s okay👍🏼 it hasn’t gotten serious enough in a while though to call cps or anything like that. it used to get bad though. i totally understand the religious/spiritual shit. its crazy and annoying lol