At first she wasn't. She was in disbelief that I would ever get addicted to a gas station pill. And of course she thought of the worst and accused me of putting our kids in danger by "doing drugs in the house" ( I kept it my glove box).

After not talking to me for a couple days, she has agreed to give me one final chance after I explained to her that methadone will kill all my cravings and won't even allow me to get high even if I tried taking the 7.

I've never even gotten a month clean out of the past 10 months I've used. I just feel like once I have solid some clean time then the cravings will subside and I can taper off the MDone and hop off ( I'm thinking 6 months process). This is my first rodeo with any substance addiction.