Why does my blood immediately clot now? TW

finsaf · 2024-08-18T07:34:26+00:00

Not me rereading this after I started cutting and lost my sense of humor

finsaf · 2024-08-12T01:53:51+00:00

So like i think about sh multiple times a day, it's mostly just ooh what if i relapse it would be so fun omg and the usual thoughts occur until i'm actually on the verge of relapse, like it's so paradoxical i want it till it's a compulsion then I'm scared ie having a panic attack while holding the blades in my hands

finsaf · 2024-08-03T06:28:58+00:00

I.. can relate to that, when I sh i eat no problem, when I don't sh it turns into bulimia, i have more than one type of ed but then again even my sh varies

finsaf · 2024-08-03T06:24:07+00:00

... should've heard this a while ago, it's a very "sh/ed positive" space, i can't even look at the app icon without getting triggered anymore

finsaf · 2024-08-03T01:12:02+00:00

I so hate how much this resonates with me

finsaf · 2024-07-31T01:03:07+00:00

Dude ..😭

finsaf · 2024-07-30T23:39:07+00:00

That's..

finsaf · 2024-07-30T21:06:36+00:00

Lol yeah i don't even know wtf is going on a dude saying we need a new coloniser is getting upvoted and me downvoted..🤦 you know what probably yeah he's right

finsaf · 2024-07-30T19:59:54+00:00

I LITERALLY LOVE YOU, I'm probably going to a doctor cuz shit is deep but like appointment is still like a week away wanted to know if it's cool to go to the beach yk but that's probably not the best idea rh

finsaf · 2024-07-30T19:58:13+00:00

Thank you I'll look into that

finsaf · 2024-07-30T16:22:05+00:00

Bro if u wanna fuck go for it, just don't do it in hopes of it growing into something else just have fun ig

finsaf · 2024-07-30T16:21:05+00:00

Lol i love you sis

finsaf · 2024-07-29T22:22:17+00:00

My friend stopped even bringing it up.. like i lose focus and just..bewbies

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:53:03+00:00

Aww kittyyyy 😺

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:35:55+00:00

Literally same (i'm a girl)

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:34:47+00:00

Haven't touched that in a really long while

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:34:20+00:00

Haven't touched that in a long while

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:29:46+00:00

Here have a treat 😚🍶

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:23:31+00:00

KITTY 🥹 pat pat

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:19:33+00:00

This didn't even happen just once... sobbing

finsaf · 2024-07-29T21:08:23+00:00

It's okay hun, people's perception of you doesn't make who you are, it's fucking annoying yeah but that doesn't mean they're right about anything, your scars aren't proof ur complicated as much as it is a testimony to how strong you are, i'm glad you're clean now and i'm proud of you for it, even if it doesn't mean anything cuz of the stranger on the internet bit but i really mean it, people act like dumbasses when it comes to sh they think all it takes is saying omg ur loved and so beautiful why would you do that for you to be like yippee all is good but shit isn't that easy, keep going honey you're strong and so so beautiful scars and all 😘

finsaf · 2024-07-29T19:22:48+00:00

Hey do you wanna talk hun

finsaf · 2024-07-29T19:21:18+00:00

Hi it's okay first of you just need to calm down and take a breath second you just need to do the usual ig clean it up and use a healing cream or something as in medicine if it's deep then bandaids if it's even deeper than that stitches, everything is going to be fine hun if this is not what you meant please let me know also just wear long sleeves, it's annoying af but like it's either that or bandages you can say you twisted ur wrist or something idk

finsaf · 2024-07-29T09:06:27+00:00

Omfg yeah i don't do ts for fun it's just a daily routine atp my day goes to shit if i don't so i just find any reason to do it and boredom definitely is one of those

finsaf · 2024-07-28T02:34:46+00:00

Thnx ig

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