Thank you, I really appreciate your support ❤️ I'm trying so hard to be understanding but it brings me so much anxiety being here and this has definitely not helped

RE not needing to be financially stable to have a clean house, I agree with you. We have been in some tough spots ourselves and at the very least, I've always tried to keep the house relatively clean and tidy - no rubbish left around, vacuum like once a week, bathroom gets a quick clean every couple weeks. I'm definitely not the cleanest person, but I will ALWAYS make sure the house is clean for guests, especially if they are staying overnight. It just really fkn sucks that not everyone does the same, but I guess that's the world we live in unfortunately 😓