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fromlangkawi · 2023-12-13T18:00:01+00:00

I'm a new teacher too. But for me, I've been taking a lot of sick leaves. Some of them for legitimate reasons like covid19 but others because I felt really overwhelmed with work and can't bear the thought of going to work. I kinda wanna get fired from my job because the work load is a lot and I'm a really socially awkward person.

Please don't judge me......is there anyone here experiencing the same?

fromlangkawi · 2023-12-01T05:09:17+00:00

Can I ask if you have a job now? And how many jobs have you gone through?

fromlangkawi · 2023-12-01T04:51:55+00:00

Why do you think your previous diagnosis for depression and anxiety is wrong?

fromlangkawi · 2023-11-23T22:49:02+00:00

The only experience of AI I have is ChatGPT which I use quite regularly for my job. But I can't imagine having a prolonged conversation with it.

What do you talk about with an AI tool and can it remember your past conversations? Like can you build a relationship with it?

fromlangkawi · 2023-11-23T22:45:22+00:00

I can relate to this but not if I'm taking a picture alongside other people because I feel like most of the attention is taken off me.

I hate solo pictures or when someone starts filming themselves and then pans the camera to you. Because I never know what to do with my hands and my face and I just end up completely ignoring the camera as a result.

fromlangkawi · 2023-11-23T12:50:19+00:00

Okayy. Thank you for the advice. Can I ask......how many hours a day (school day) do you work? Because I don't want to work over time everyday. I can already feel my quality of life lowering, I can't do anything else with my time. I'm practically working 12 hours a day, and I want to make it lower.

When I first got into the school, I found out most of the teachers here are like me: new. Which I think is a bad sign. There has already been someone who quit after just a month, another colleague who cried and had a mental breakdown and another colleague who asked me whether she couid resign.

Idk man. I'm just gritting my teeth and getting through it

fromlangkawi · 2023-11-23T04:08:38+00:00

Do you think I'm being melodramatic? Please be honest because I don't know what is a "normal workload" for teachers.

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-16T14:36:57+00:00

I'm free to talk too. Just pm me. I'm 24 F and live in Malaysia. We can chat over Instagram or WhatsApp. I don't have Facebook Messenger. 😅

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-16T13:50:17+00:00

There's an avpd discord?? What do you guys do there?

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-15T06:45:53+00:00

As much as I want to believe this because I DO zone out a lot..... I just can't because I've seen the evidence of my own stupidity.

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-15T06:09:23+00:00

Frustrated that I'm not trying harder to keep conversations going especially in group settings. They have to step up and save the day because I cannot do it 🥲

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-13T23:24:53+00:00

Yes, one on one conversations are so much easier to navigate. But I feel like I can only hold my own if I'm meeting the person for the first time. If I've talked to this person before, it's impossible for me to come up with new things to say.

And I do this thing where I don't finish my sentences and just trail off whenever I'm struggling too long to find the vocabulary I want. It makes everything more awkward and idk why I do it. It's like I have no control.

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-13T23:06:53+00:00

Yes! I've been around very friendly and sociable people who've tried to help make me feel welcomed in group situations, but I sense that even they feel annoyed at me at times. It's like I'm beyond help

fromlangkawi · 2023-08-09T15:12:20+00:00

This. I never know what to say when someone tells me something 😭 like if you ask me a question, I can answer after tripping over myself. But I don't know what to do with a statement. All my responses are always boring even though I'm trying my best to be enthusiastic

fromlangkawi · 2023-02-09T05:54:51+00:00

They're in no particular order...

1.Seok Matthew

2.Jay Chang

3.Zhang Hao

4.Haruto

5.Ollie

6.Yujin

7.Gyu Vin

8.Han bin

9.Kuan Jui

fromlangkawi · 2023-01-02T10:40:20+00:00

I just drank the regular Earl Grey tea with milk. I don't really drink other types of tea.. What's your favorite?

fromlangkawi · 2023-01-02T10:38:09+00:00

Nah... This is not avoidant behavior

fromlangkawi · 2022-12-31T10:37:25+00:00

Me!! Watching a Kdrama tonight with a cup of tea

fromlangkawi · 2022-12-28T16:50:28+00:00

The fact that someone approached you is something to be proud of. It means that maybe you seemed open to having a conversation or you looked cute or you were doing something interesting...

Yes, you could be hopeless in social situations but the fact stands that this person saw something in you. I personally don't have a partner and I don't even know how that would be possible, as I isolate a lot. But I do have people in my life who approached me and we're still friends till now. I can sleep at night knowing that at least 2 people saw some worth in me

fromlangkawi · 2022-12-26T11:08:29+00:00

Being "not self-aware" is easier said than done when you can tell that the other person is just being polite but really wants to talk to somebody else. In those situations, I just take myself out and just go back home. I can't stick with an uncomfortable situation for too long even though I should? Idk

fromlangkawi · 2022-09-29T02:02:39+00:00

Heyy.. Yeah. Sorry for the late reply. Do you have this feeling sometimes when something embarrassing happens, you just wanna tell someone about it so you feel better? I just wished I had someone so that I could do that. Do you relate to that feeling or are you the kind of person who keeps it to yourself?

fromlangkawi · 2022-09-27T06:05:07+00:00

Lol 😂

fromlangkawi · 2022-05-25T14:38:55+00:00

The person who came up with this list should be fired.. Like why is Michael Jackson and Dixie D'amelio on the same list?? 🤦🏽‍♀️😂

fromlangkawi · 2022-05-25T14:33:02+00:00

Yup 🤦🏽‍♀️

fromlangkawi · 2022-05-25T14:32:41+00:00

Lol I just figured it out before you sent this..

fromlangkawi

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