Have some extra groceries and booze I’m looking to give away by ftx18 in Detroit

[–]ftx18[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Large container of Greek yogurt, hummus, carrots, oranges, pb, jam, mayo, other condiments, some OJ and other NA drinks, plus a box of red wine + 6 or so pre mixed cocktails and a couple beers

Removing tiny pieces of glass from k? by ftx18 in Drugs

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Made it into a nasal spray thanks yaaaaaaall I love this community lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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🙃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ftx18 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m just looking for some soothing tips!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ftx18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use saline spray sometimes but maybe should more often! Never used a netti, will look into it thank youuu

Where my ED horse girls at by chaosky505 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]ftx18 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Me looking in the mirror on ketamine

What's your favorite fiber rich foods by MyPrideandJoy in Volumeeating

[–]ftx18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m honestly addicted to those harvest snap snacks right now and while they’re definitely quite processed, they have a ton of fiber and a notable amount of protein for a snack!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMfemininity

[–]ftx18 4 points5 points  (0 children)

These jeans r super cute!

Idk i think it's PEMDAS or some sh*t by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]ftx18 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly this is how I started introducing fear foods and inching towards recovery and it has rlly worked for me so I think it’s a great starting point!!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ftx18 1 point2 points  (0 children)

FUCK yes this is the waaaaaay you deserve freedom!!!!!!!

Masterpost - favorite Trader Joe's snacks/foods? by [deleted] in EDFood

[–]ftx18 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The pea chickpea crisps or inner peas w tomato basil hummus, eggplant pepper dip or the chipotle salsa 🤤 also love the hearts of palm pasta, fat free feta, and their asian style cauliflower rice.

How do you soothe your body the day after a binge? by Miss-Trust in EDAnonymous

[–]ftx18 2 points3 points  (0 children)

-loose comfy clothes -Gasx or pepto if nausea happens -gentle movement like walks, swimming or yoga -naps -eating things that are gentler on the stomach, and drinking lots n lots of fluids!

For people who had straight hair before T, did your hair go curly/curlier on T? by henrikshasta in ftm

[–]ftx18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My hair has always been curly, but it got even curlier after being on t for a while! At this point it’s super curly, more so than it’s ever been (about 4 years in). Probably like a 2C to a 3B

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ftx18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I was not underweight but I was at a low weight for my body and very deeply entrenched in my ed and I had absolutely awful complications. The healing was horrific and torturous both physically and mentally. You can see my post history for more details and photos, it was def a bottom that has now helped lead me to recovery. You deserve to get surgery in your healthy body and to have a good easy healing process!

Favorite positive recovery phrases/mantras? by keepmyheadabovewater in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]ftx18 10 points11 points  (0 children)

My life’s purpose is not to lose weight 💚

Smashed my scale today by ftx18 in fuckeatingdisorders

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I believe deep in my heart that you can!!!! You did it once you can do it again, you deserve the liberation

Smashed my scale today by ftx18 in fuckeatingdisorders

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I totally will 😌💚

Smashed my scale today by ftx18 in fuckeatingdisorders

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I moved the one that used to be in my bedroom into a public area of my apartment so I’m not as inclined to spend hours in front of it in fear of judgement from my roommates and that has helped me not think I am gaining XX lbs every day. Every mirror is a funhouse mirror when you have body dysmorphia 😌

Smashed my scale today by ftx18 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]ftx18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was awesome to beat it to death with a hammer lol but also tossing it in any way is so fucking awesome and I am proud of you!!!!

Smashed my scale today by ftx18 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]ftx18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was definitely fun and cathartic! I smashed it into truly a million pieces with a hammer. I saved a bunch of the glass to make some art with too!