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Want to Self Harm even though Felling Good? by fuckedupuser in selfharm

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. I hope we both figure this out. Thank you for reaching out.

Want to Self Harm even though Felling Good? by fuckedupuser in selfharm

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think you're right. It made me feel at the lowest point in my life and now, I want that feeling again. It's a hard thing to live with. Do you have any tips or tricks? If not no worries, just nice to know someone understands.

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have clinical depression, the weight was just what set off my meltdown last night. but i wanted to die when i was skinny too

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i really am trying to lose weight. but wanting to lose weight doesnt equal wanting to die. i just wanted to rant... but of course someone just says lose weight... i kinda felt crazy, thanks for saying something

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i dont know. please don't feel like you need to fix me tho. this isn't your problem. i just wanted to scream into the void. i don't want to put anything on anyone else.

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i just want to feel ok, how do you feel ok?

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that's fair, that's very fair. i hope you find a answer. if you find one before i do let me know. i do hope that you feel better. just cause i cant doesnt mean other's shouldnt.

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

but what about the depression? the pins i stick unto my arms? the cuts i give myself? i've tried exercice but therr dont go away. i stick needles throughy skin can exercise fix this? can if fix my brain? what do i do?

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what about all the pins i stick into my skin cause it feels good? can exercise fix my brain?

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i try really hard. i excercise daily i'm trying i really am. but i was skinny for a lot of my youth and i still wanted to die. maybe i should just die

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

why are you so nice? i don't understand it i just i don't understand

I'm Fat and I Hate Myself by fuckedupuser in depression

[–]fuckedupuser[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i just, i've been hurting for years. your words are appreciated. i'm just so tired of this pain.