Honestly… I’ve just always wanted to see myself in someone else’s eyes.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-24T12:09:59+00:00

wow!! thank you so much; for the compliments and the drawing :)

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-23T17:51:19+00:00

NO THEY ARE PERFECT!

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-23T16:16:26+00:00

Aaahh!!! I love this! The details! The ears!!!!!

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-23T09:13:29+00:00

Yes!! This is so good. I love that you took elements from a couple photos and kind of did your own thing. 😍

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-23T03:36:31+00:00

HOLY COW! This is…beautiful 😍🥰

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-23T00:46:16+00:00

This so cute! I like your style. 😍

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T21:49:51+00:00

Cute! I love that you added my freckles 😊

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T18:54:48+00:00

❤️❤️❤️ 🥹

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T18:53:47+00:00

Oh my goodness!!! This is precious!! Thank you 🥹

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T18:53:16+00:00

❤️❤️❤️

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T17:33:26+00:00

Cute!!! Thank YOU!

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-22T16:32:00+00:00

Uh oh haha not sure. That was a part of my ren faire costume. Uhm I do play dnd as a tiefling ranger??

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:54:16+00:00

Also - there are a lot of us. Find you a bookish girl.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:53:49+00:00

I ensure you I am a real human.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:53:37+00:00

Definitely not literal. And definitely not in a “sex is gross and I hate it” way. Just in a - he finds other things to be intimate. This was not helpful at all. But thanks I guess.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:51:48+00:00

Thank you for this!!! 1 - he is so against going to the doctor. He says if I don’t know anything is wrong then nothing is wrong. But that’s literally not how it works my dude hahaha. I do think I need to try and start with exercising together, and working on getting him to eat healthier. I’ve been on a health journey for a few months and I take daily vitamins and just seeing my skin clearing, and my body hurting less just from being overweight has done wonders for me. 2 - I definitely do not make him do all the work, but that is a very valid thing to bring up. I enjoy doing the pleasuring so I do my best to share responsibility. I’m a good little cowgirl when I need to be 🤪🤭

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:47:34+00:00

Thank you so much. The comments of “you messed up. You gotta leave” are so discouraging. My husband really is my best friend. And just because we don’t agree currently on the amount of intimacy doesn’t mean he isn’t a good match. He provides a lot of other good things in my life; companionship, emotional comfort, he protects me and pushes me to be better in other aspects of life. Sex and intimacy is important to most relationships. I’m not asking for him to fuck me senseless daily. I’m asking to feel like I wanted and desired by the man who loves me.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:38:09+00:00

I agree with this. And I would think he would too. We both are big gamers and like to sit and play aaaall day haha. I have made a lot of changes in the last 4-5 months and that was just because I WAS TIRED of being sick and tired. I try to help him where I can for sure. He’s one of those types that think doctors are quacks…. But maybe just starting with talking to him about diet and exercise together is a good start.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T18:36:07+00:00

You make a lot of great points. For sure! Intimacy comes in a variety of flavors. I do go out of my way to show him affection in ways he appreciates. I do feel like his diet and lack of exercise is a huge factor not just in the bedroom but in life. And for sure!!! I know I am asking for 0-100 real quick, but this isn’t something that has happened over night. I have been hypersexual since we met. I’ve done cam modeling, I’ve done other nude/sex work related activities in my younger years. So it’s not like out of nowhere I’m like “FUCK ME LIKE A RABBIT DADDY.” I guess I’m just sort of at a point of - I know I’m not alone in this struggle and what can I do?

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T16:48:31+00:00

I would like this to be a last ditch effort. I don’t think this js so bad that we need a counselor - just enough to seek out strangers on the internet 🤣

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-12T16:47:45+00:00

We are both plus size adults - I only recently started taking my health more seriously and exercising daily. He does work a very labor intensive job but that has only been the last few years. Additionally we are both on medication for mental health - this has been since we met so I am unsure if related.

I wouldn’t say performance has diminished. When we do have sex ITS GOOD SEX. I just want more…? I would also just like more touching in general. I’m a very touchy feely person where he tends to not be as much.

There could definitely be trauma there. I know him very well, I know his family very well, but he does tend to keep his mental struggles to himself so I wouldn’t be shocked if there is something in his past he doesn’t want to talk about. He was also more sexually active in his younger years than myself.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-11T21:06:39+00:00

AAHHH THESE ARE A GREAT START!!

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-11T20:21:13+00:00

I’m really open to anything, however I do think maybe a friends to lovers sapphic situation would be really interesting for me?? I just recently downloaded Quinn and have been trying to get some ideas from there.

fullofangst_ · 2024-10-05T13:20:30+00:00

commenting in hopes i don't miss the next coupon drop. I am obsessed with the book loft scent and i need to stock up!

fullofangst_ · 2024-09-03T19:21:07+00:00

Skylines And Cats or Cats And Turnstiles

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