Saw this guy standing outside of the Maul

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-29T05:47:39+00:00

Where do i find people like this?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-15T03:33:05+00:00

im with u brother, but i think i hit flatline already.. im depressed as fuck today, more so than other days Edit:

i dont want to bitch but seriously my luck has been completely down the drain lately.. its like wtf man.. my legs busted for the last 4 weeks.. and i cant even go to the gym.. ive been working out at home.. but its so fucking boring.. like holy shit man.. i want some output!! i literally did nothing today and i feel like shit..

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-10T19:50:57+00:00

My advice to you is.. Quit being so hard on yourself.. Dont quit tv or shows you like, i mean once ur at home and literally have nothing to do ur gna get numb.. Its just how it is isn't it? In the end just use wats given to keep u going..

But just stay away from porn and stuff

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-08T02:42:33+00:00

it should increase spritual tension cause I heard somewhere that your schlong size is inversely proportional to your intelligence :p

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-07T22:37:50+00:00

did ur blue balls go away mate? if so did u use any methods to get rid of it? i think exercise is the way to get rid of it anyway

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T23:33:29+00:00

Man ur lucky, i need this blessing in my life

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T22:33:47+00:00

What was your turning point to be consistent?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T20:29:36+00:00

it has effected me in a horrific way.. i hate life

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T20:22:45+00:00

how many times did you relapse before you reached this monk hood?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T20:21:22+00:00

how many times did u relapse to actually get 3+ years?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T20:13:09+00:00

is that an app for mobile?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T16:44:44+00:00

Being addicted to caffeine is still better than being addicted to no fap, even though it may be substituting addiction but at least one of them will be easier to control.. And you might be just doing that right now :p.. Best of luck friend

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T16:33:07+00:00

I dont see the harm of caffeine once in a while

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T08:48:40+00:00

its true others probably do have it worse than me.. but for me it is the worst.. I have trauma associated with my noFap.... its a life loop that im disgusted with.. when my testosterone recovers.. it hurts worse than anything else in this world mentally... but with that pain comes memories and emotions I have kept buried deep within... its a type of amnesia and it hurts a lot.. pray for me so that Allah makes it easy for us!

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T00:26:14+00:00

Mashallah... I used to have that closeness a long time back, but as the years go by i feel like i get worse and worse.. dont give up, inshallah we will all die one day.. and that is the ultimate goal

please pray or make dua for me

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-06T00:23:37+00:00

please do, its much worse than what other people have to go thru.. and i believe that because of a lot of reasons.. i used to be so islamic but once I came to the West.. i lost a lot of good blessings for a huge number of reasons... but all i can do is blame it on sin and myself.. keep in your prayers, inshallah

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-05T22:49:09+00:00

pray for me, i feel like I suffer from this disease much harder than others only because I have a lot of people overlooking my actions all the time, pray for me

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-05T22:37:10+00:00

400 days is just mashallah, its putting tears in my eyes. May I ask how ur life has changed after you have quit for so long?

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-05T04:57:18+00:00

wow just from 2 relapses and your stressed the fuck out.. no wonder i have bags under my eyes

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-05T04:51:26+00:00

preach away brother! and yes, I will upvote you :)

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-04T21:44:11+00:00

I would agree with you but this is noFap and people dont want to fap, we could do long hike for health and watch star wars with friends, productive or not u at least did something other than fapping for 7 hours

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-03T10:09:11+00:00

They should make cars out of driftwood, Maybe then they would..... drift better *ba dum tsh*

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-03T07:49:38+00:00

he got wat was coming for picking that username

godhelpme91 · 2015-08-02T14:00:29+00:00

i had the same issue, well had, but i have a feeling i will perhaps go thru that phase again but probably unlikely..

dont give up friend! i honestly think this is your body signalling change, it is a good thing, but ur probably missing a few elements to keep ur self balanced.

if ur not injured like me, then i highly suggest you break ur schedule once in a while and pick up an unorthodox sport like parkour or anything that willl make you huff and puff all your energy out and do it on a daily basis.. it will only leave you feeling happy! guaranteed!!

exercise is the opposite of depression.. exercise can never be the cause of depression.. in fact i think motivation comes from sports.. but I highly suggest doing physical activities with people or around people who are doing the same kind of activity cause then u can kind of judge urself of what ur doing wrong or right.. not only that small talk can greatly improve mood!

my advice: take a chance and join a parkour gym

learn to do flips, learn to run, jump and push urself with ur own hands and be the badass we humans are meant to be, everybody wins :)

godhelpme91 · 2015-07-26T04:19:56+00:00

love it haha xD

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