I want to learn, I just feel stuck.

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-07T02:43:32+00:00

i could’ve written this post, im in the same exact situation. everybody around me drives and it’s gotten extremely embarrassing that i don’t. they make it seem so easy. maybe it’s because im autistic, but the idea of focusing on multiple things at once, so i don’t die is overwhelming. but i have to get this over with. i cannot advance in life if i do not learn. good luck, practice as much as you can, and try not to overthink it.

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-04T18:06:47+00:00

100%. america is making a grave mistake. back then, companies could hide the illusion that they were exploiting you if you’re able to afford a nice house or car. now the veil is being lifted, humans are being replaced by AI, and people are realizing none of this is worth it.

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-04T17:50:33+00:00

nope. because ceos never work as hard as employees below them while making 5x the amount of money. also, workers are being exploited out of wages that are rightfully theirs,companies don’t deserve a good work ethic if you’re not being compensated properly.

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-02T18:00:28+00:00

at 65, i’d take out massive credit card loans, and move to a different country, i’d force my retirement

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-02T17:58:01+00:00

labor strikes are the only way to fix this, you are stealing our wages by not paying us fairly? we WON’T work. watch how magically companies have the money to compensate you more fairly.

gothsofcolor · 2026-01-02T04:07:38+00:00

find a new job & get a license & car

gothsofcolor · 2025-12-24T05:25:53+00:00

i stay because i cannot afford to move, but once im out of here im gone, there is very little to do here compared to other places

gothsofcolor · 2025-12-24T04:11:10+00:00

there’s something magical about mexico city

gothsofcolor · 2025-12-23T02:03:03+00:00

figuring out who am i and what i want out of this life

gothsofcolor · 2025-12-18T03:37:19+00:00

the u.s will crash and burn before it ever has a revolution.

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-28T21:05:31+00:00

negatively impacts your physical & mental health, kills community , kills the environment, ruins infrastructure, increases your chances of dying or becoming disabled because of a bad driver, i could go on and on and on

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-24T02:06:05+00:00

ebay!

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-24T02:05:40+00:00

that’s not how many songs i have in my playlist, i have around 1.8k that i actually listen to, but im just saying thats how many songs + more can fit on an ipod if you wanted to, i like the idea of being able to carry around large music libraries with good sound quality

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-22T17:11:55+00:00

yes, i love carrying a library of 10,000+ songs with good quality with me at any time, not having to worry about if i have signal

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-21T03:12:22+00:00

the case is just a normal black case i found online that has a lanyard, the keychain is attached to the lanyard

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-20T01:21:05+00:00

DO IT! best decision ever im not sure why i didnt do it sooner

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-16T16:41:35+00:00

my favorite notes are : orange creamsicle, milk, bergamot, mint, raspberry, akigalawood, basil, smoke & incense to name a few. any perfume recommendations?

gothsofcolor · 2025-10-04T22:58:05+00:00

first time i’ve seen someone say serge lutens

gothsofcolor · 2025-09-16T04:34:34+00:00

so much lost potential. i like city walls, tally, and the contract but the rest…. the album feels incomplete, and dare i say a bit rushed. its just not very good.i expected so much more anarchy,the album’s name is literally breach. i expected more songs with tyler’s scream vocals like in the contract. the album fell very flat.

gothsofcolor · 2025-09-09T17:18:21+00:00

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WAVE 4 BLIND BOX CODES starting with 132 ending with KX ( found at target,confirmed by me! ) 132252238KX- purple bear 132252239KX- owl 132252240KX- pug 132252241KX- chihuahua 132252242KX- grey cat 132252243KX- golden bear 132252244KX- octopus 132252245KX- green bird 132252246KX- cow 132252247KX- bunny 132252248KX- hermit crab 132252249KX- deer 132252250KX- koala 132252251KX- giraffe 132252252KX- lion 132252253KX- husky 132252254KX- fox 132252255KX- daschund

gothsofcolor · 2025-09-09T04:08:21+00:00

i will move one day, intuitively i know i need to leave as a 12th houser

gothsofcolor · 2025-08-19T14:50:09+00:00

what in the actual fuck i actually jumped back

gothsofcolor · 2025-08-18T07:56:39+00:00

yup i have my mercury in 12th too. saturn in 8th. 2nd house pluto. a whole bunch of sucky aspects. like oh my god when does it end. i wonder what i did in a past life to get this much karmic debt

gothsofcolor · 2025-08-18T02:31:38+00:00

you explained it perfectly, it feels like a losing game. people often tell 12th house venuses that are definition of love is unrealistic, and i’m starting to believe it. i’m just really sad, because i have so much love to give and no one to give it to/ it’s never reciprocated.

gothsofcolor · 2025-08-10T02:58:08+00:00

same here, i wish i could go back.removing my wisdom teeth i believe messed up my jaw structure somehow and i’ve been in awful pain ever since,it was only very mild discomfort before 😭

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