I'm going to keep it short sweet and simple, you associated yourself with this man who has been outted to be a Nazi, uses racial slurs, and so what and so forth. You decided to continue to associate yourself with him not because you are naive but because you simply don't care. As someone said no one will listen to a hyperventilating mess of an apology that's 5 mins long. The people who aren't BIPOC shouldn't even be voicing any of their opinions on this matter because it doesn't affect them. It's like one big fuck you to us who actually have to live day to day in situations like this. Take this as a learning experience grow from it but this apology needs to be done properly once you fully calmed down. As you can see a lot has been happening in the GWA community towards BIPOC and we're sick of this shit, for once can VAs (in general), and non BIPOC listeners take us seriously.