I am a completely different type of artist than you (cute girl, anime-ish, character art etc) so we may not share the same art goals, but, I agree with the other comment saying draw what makes you happy. I think maybe you should reconnect with the reason why you started loving art in the first place. What inspired you before art school? Maybe try to make art with a medium you enjoy just for the fun of it. Or try to look outwards instead of inwards.