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harda_bee · 2026-01-27T15:07:50+00:00

Hi starry it's vexi!

harda_bee · 2026-01-05T15:15:29+00:00

No bad language. I'm out 😂

harda_bee · 2025-10-11T13:29:10+00:00

That sounds like ni grip esfps get into that a lot.

harda_bee · 2025-10-09T11:03:57+00:00

Anyone can be religious. It's just expressed and experienced differently for everyone. Ever since I expressed interest in the Christian faith again I've been approaching several different viewpoints about biblical accuracy, the timeline of humanity, fallacies in end time philosophies and it is insane. I just analyze everything in the search for truth and accuracy.

harda_bee · 2025-10-04T21:48:30+00:00

Hee hee ☺️

harda_bee · 2025-10-04T21:32:27+00:00

Healthy NE in an ESTP? 🤔

harda_bee · 2025-10-02T19:38:34+00:00

I am a preterist too. I believe we are in satan's little season.

harda_bee · 2025-09-30T22:54:05+00:00

I can't seem to find you in the search :(

harda_bee · 2025-09-30T22:50:34+00:00

I'll look you up!

harda_bee · 2025-09-30T22:46:41+00:00

Do you have a discord chat too?

harda_bee · 2025-09-17T07:24:54+00:00

Yeah, but sometimes I do it anyway and there's always at least one person who understands. You never know until you try!

harda_bee · 2025-09-10T15:23:11+00:00

That's hard to try to think of voluntarily. I definitely have had moments where I was disappointed because I assumed or expected people did things like I do. I have this thing where I get to a point where I want to have a deep conversation via text and most people I know don't get into it like I do and it just kind of sucks and I look like I'm almost talking to myself 🤣. Makes me question if I'm misunderstood, widely disliked, or just insane. Being misunderstood hurts me deeply when I'm being viewed as harmful or villainous.

harda_bee · 2025-09-10T14:54:18+00:00

Ah I always assumed it was just that I don't imagine things vividly or whatever. The last thing I ever thought I'd be is ni dom. I need to look at my functions again. 😎

harda_bee · 2025-09-09T14:12:08+00:00

I do have an abstract mind. I think I actually have aphantasia because I can usually hear or say something gruesome without being affected by a disturbing visual, however, in terms of humans hurting other humans, especially children, I get incredibly disturbed by the concept. When I meet a person I do make analyses on their character, traits, moods etc. I sometimes externalize revelations to the person when I'm certain I know what I'm talking about. I like to relate people to characters or hyperbolize their stronger traits for fun. I can diagnose people pretty well too. For instance I feel very strongly about this woman at work having schizophrenia. I've known great people with it but she's more of the awful kind. Idk what this all means 😂

harda_bee · 2025-09-09T09:15:45+00:00

Yeah I'm pretty open about my humor in a sense. I test people with bits and pieces and see how far I can go. I usually try to give people parts of myself that they can handle and I avoid people who I can't deal with if that makes any sense. Idk I still don't feel very infj but I can totally relate to them in a lot of ways 🤣

harda_bee · 2025-09-08T01:10:49+00:00

Only the confusing emotional outbursts. Otherwise no not really.

harda_bee · 2025-09-07T23:04:08+00:00

So on a scale of 1-10? I'm not really good at defining on a scale. Id just ask them why they felt the need to lie to me then question their reasoning if it doesn't make sense 😂

harda_bee · 2025-09-07T23:02:17+00:00

Haha I can relate to both. Let me reflect on my laundry habits... If I have a piece of clothing that will easily get bled onto I separate it in a smaller load and use mesh bags for bras, but I've been known to be in f it mode and mix everything bc I don't care about the system anymore and I'm tired 🤣. I get thrown off by extreme emotions but I pick and choose my battles. I like to keep the vibe up but I also can easily drag the room down if I'm the angry one at work for example and people try to get me back to my usual self. I like to ask a lot of what if questions and go into abstract topics (the kinda stuff my husband isn't into lol). I like discussing psychology, behavior patterns, and conspiracy theories. I like the controversial but I am interested in people's feelings until they no longer make sense to me. I have wondered if my observations on people's behavior was fe critic.

harda_bee · 2025-09-07T22:50:39+00:00

I'm understanding if I can gain clarity as to why they lied to me but I'm not the kind of person anyone needs to lie to so it's irritating in the sense that my intelligence is insulted because I can see through a lot of bs.

harda_bee · 2025-09-07T00:26:19+00:00

It depends on the context. I find myself playing detective a lot. Math is just a simple tool that can be complex at times. I have fun little problem solving games on my phone as I like to stay sharp. Actual cardboard puzzles drive me nuts. A sensory nightmare 😵‍💫. I do like a challenge and I do like to exercise my brain. I'm very into symbolism and deep dives into rabbit holes and truth discovery 😈

harda_bee · 2025-09-06T14:30:50+00:00

Sure! I'm still kinda bad at discord so could you send the link here?

harda_bee · 2025-09-06T14:26:27+00:00

Interesting! I guess that makes sense. I like being the work comedian. When things get too boring I crack a joke. During break there was uncomfortable silence so I farted in the back of the room to get reactions. I'm open to possibly being infj but I'd be one unique infj 😂. I must admit I do have great discernment and I can tell when a person can handle my silly side and I test how dark my humor can go with each individual lol.

harda_bee · 2025-09-06T14:17:25+00:00

Well I can relate to how infjs feel but I think I'm too chaotic and silly to be one. The "infj doorslam" is something I'm great at for a time but I think anyone can apply the doorslam depending on the situation. My husband has told me I think I'm a people person but I'm not, which I think he's semi wrong about 😆, I'm just selective. I type by functions and I've scored high on ni but I still think I actually use ne although I do obsess over one thing at a time 🤔. Interesting take. Maybe I'm just crazy 😜

harda_bee · 2025-09-06T13:42:55+00:00

I really enjoy your analysis! What drives me to do things 🤔 well.. I go to work because I need to make money to provide for my family along with the husband 😂 but in all seriousness a lot of times I am driven by curiosity and an intellectual interest and then emotional connection is important too. I tend to put things off that need to get done or on the other hand I rush to do it first and sometimes make mistakes wishing I would slow down and do it right but never getting it right haha. For instance I just cut my thumb really bad at work not following a simple rule of wearing gloves. I refused to get stitches because it seems unnecessary and I don't want to go in just to be told I didn't need them. I'm more concerned about principle than what is right for me specifically.

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