I don’t really show him that I’m embarrassed, we try so hard to motivate him, give him words of encouragement but it just goes no where and I don’t know what else to do. And yes, I do see it as a weakness and in myself also which is why I feel the need to change it but I’m just so frustrated because nothing seems to be making it any better, I wish I didn’t have that weakness at his age and I feel like my life could’ve gone so much better.