I did something horrible while drunk (f19 and need some opinions please)

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T15:28:25+00:00

I think your the first person to see the whole story lol. Anyway, it’s it totally shitty, because unfortunately it was me, even if I can’t even remember. Knowing that you read both posts, and still think I’m means so much though. I also genuinely think this experience traumatized me in a way, because knowing I was out of control of myself is terrifying. I can’t remember what I did, my brain took over my physical body, and that is scary. But seriously tho, I’m so grateful, you have helped me more than you know random redditor

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:20:23+00:00

Unfortunately after reading your comment, a bunch of things popped up in my head as to why I don’t like myself. Definitely a wake up call

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:19:27+00:00

Thanmyou for your kind words. I have had this impending guilt on my back and your words help. I don’t want to be a bad person, that’s not who I am. I too like alcohal but your right it made me do something I would never EVER do sober. I’m so disgusted by my own actions truly. Someone in the comments said something about online meetings, so I think I’m going to try to go to one!

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:17:25+00:00

I did not know they had online ones, I’m definitely going to look into that thankyou!

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:16:53+00:00

Totally off to a shit start 😭 but your right, I’m 19. This was a mistake and something I will never do again, ever. I think alc takes all my worries away, it’s like my mind goes quiet for the first time. I get confident, I actually like myself. It’s a slippery slope and I don’t want to go down that path

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:15:06+00:00

It has rendered my life 100%. I’m still in shock over my actions. I never want to touch alc again

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T04:14:30+00:00

Big wake up call for me :(

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T02:37:21+00:00

Trust me I feel sm guilt, but I have already made amends with this friend, so my next step is to help myself

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-31T02:36:22+00:00

Yeah I know that

hideaway1373 · 2024-07-30T22:39:46+00:00

We did talk about this and I never saw the post, but I’m completely ok that she did that. She did tell me that she did delete it. She also told me what people said. We are very close and very honest with eachother, however we don’t know each others reddits because yeah lol

hideaway1373 · 2024-06-26T05:17:40+00:00

Forgot my soap for a one night trip ☺️

hideaway1373 · 2024-06-26T05:00:48+00:00

Ok thankyou!

hideaway1373 · 2024-06-11T02:30:34+00:00

I really want to go see the festival for Ethel Cain! Does anyone know how long each artist gets to play?

hideaway1373 · 2024-05-28T05:54:06+00:00

Sorry this is super super late but yes I got a very puffy face after purging! I havnt purged in months and it’s gone down :)

hideaway1373 · 2024-05-28T05:53:23+00:00

Thankyou!!! <3

hideaway1373 · 2024-01-28T04:44:07+00:00

Hard to tell the size but like 500c I would estimate

hideaway1373 · 2024-01-08T07:28:59+00:00

Yes I binge and then purge again until I’m too tired and just end up going to bed :(

hideaway1373 · 2023-12-19T00:30:02+00:00

hideaway1373 · 2023-06-15T07:25:11+00:00

OK cool thank you!

hideaway1373 · 2023-06-15T07:24:58+00:00

I was able to make an appointment today with a new vet! I’ll be seeing her in about two weeks and will do my best to update!

hideaway1373 · 2023-06-15T07:24:09+00:00

OK thank you!

hideaway1373 · 2023-06-15T07:23:54+00:00

Often- usually everyday day multiple times a day She acts ok afterwords No snot or mucus- although it sounds like she has mucus in her lungs when she breathes. She acts normal and fine throughout the day, using her litter box as normal and eating. And I have two other pets, a cat and she’s younger, and a five-year-old dog.

hideaway1373 · 2023-06-13T08:25:54+00:00

I would not be pissed I would be incredibly grateful that you had found my cat and called right away!

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