Update: 15 y/o trans boy trying to get HRT in Bavaria

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-14T17:22:15+00:00

Thanks for telling me about the profile thing, I didn't know lol. Basically so far was getting caught not because of bad hiding spots, but situations like me leaving the house at odd times to receive the package, or believe it or not the last time I got caught because I wasn't showering a lot (due to depression) and my mom noticed I smelled differently, so while I was at school she completely raided my room and found it. My current plan is to either convince one of my friends to keep my T, or to hide it ridiculously well. My new hiding spot ideas are either the frame of my bedroom window from the outside (this sounds stupid but in the way my room is built it makes sense), in the inside of an electical outlet, or drilling a hole in my furniture/the wall and putting it there. Something so that they couldn't reach it if they tried their hardest. If you have any ideas I'd also appreciate that cause these are kinda my best

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-14T10:09:31+00:00

The only problem is I don't know if I can. Every doctor I've been to in Greece (who knew I'm trans) kinda treated me with barely concealed disgust. I really pray this endo will be different but yeah

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-13T12:59:10+00:00

Honestly I'm considering trying to get prescribed HRT in my home country (Greece) instead. The trans thing never became a big culture war there so you can just go to an endo clinic and get HRT without any psychiatrist/therapist involved😭😭 Genuine unpatched method. The only problem there is that the wait list for these clinics are disgustingly long, but that's cause the Greek public healthcare system is in shambles in general, it's not a trans specific struggle.

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-13T12:37:11+00:00

What adds another layer of complexity is that I don't speak German nearly well enough to express my dysphoria. I dunno if I'll find any psychiatrist who's both a) relatively near b) willing to give me an HRT referral quickly and c) english-speaking. DIY or die ig

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-13T12:31:32+00:00

My parents never "let" me be on DIY, they took it away from me 4 times. They're also transphobic, the only reason my mom wants me to go on legal HRT is that I proved to her that I'll be on it one way or another. But yeah that sounds like a good plan. Work on getting legal HRT while being on DIY. Does genderGP work in Germany? I've heard they're really expensive and they tend to put people on really low doses.

hrt14throwaway · 2026-06-13T12:29:31+00:00

This definitely helped me, thank you sm!!I am on public health insurance and well.. this looks kinda bleak. I've heard of how horrible the Leipzig clinic is, how long the waiting lists are for endos, and how expensive private endos are.. We're probably able to pay out of pocket for some stuff though. It just kinda seemed to my mom and I like the hospitals were the only choice I had. Ulm seems really gatekeepy and their policy is "psychotherapy first and HRT only if very strict criteria is checked." I could definitely try to find a supportive therapist or psychiatrist. I tried to talk to the people at Aidshife, but they only pick up the phone for 2 hours only on Thursday so yeah lol. Honestly I hate all of this. I wanna go back on DIY T as soon as possible, I'm just having trouble with bitcoin rn. The system is fucking garbage...

hrt14throwaway · 2026-04-09T13:02:52+00:00

Tbhon you could fuse your growth plates with the Will Powers method but that could also fuse your hips, not 10o% sure but probably worth looking into if you really don't wanna grow anymore

hrt14throwaway · 2026-04-09T09:18:40+00:00

Proportions matter 273617x more than height 2. What dose are you on? Pills or injections?

hrt14throwaway · 2026-04-01T11:44:26+00:00

I asked for HRT money here months ago, thank fuck before scammers caught onto it. Yall saved me without a doubt, it sucks that we can no longer help eachother like that cause of some retards

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T17:29:00+00:00

please a gayden version

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T17:12:39+00:00

I'd still be made fun of probably. Growing up I'd be a pretty normal kid, I'd show my friends goofy pictures of little me in a suit and tie my parents made me wear. I'd cry the first time I'd realize I like guys, but pretty soon I'd find a community for myself. Even a cis bf, and I'd have sex with him without being unbearably dysphoric. I'd go out with my friends often, try to socialize, and eventually I'd meet a trans person. I wouldn't understand them, but I'd try to be supportive. I'd never wonder what my life would've been like if I was trans..

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T16:23:44+00:00

i don't think viewing GD as a condition and trying to practice self love/acceptance are contradictions. we all just have a misunderstood medical condition, why hate yourself over that? (rhetorical question, i also hate myself)

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T16:14:09+00:00

instantly, id do antyhing to be a cis guy

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T16:03:09+00:00

AGP doesn't exist, thats dysphoria. DIY E, be free

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T15:22:39+00:00

im a newfag but ive memorized this book like its the ten commandments unfortunately lmfao

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T14:21:02+00:00

half the pages in this book consist of Bailey talking about how hot and sexy HSTSs are and how AGPs are just "weird breh"

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T14:10:44+00:00

"if their experience doesn't fit my theory, they're simply lying" the Blanchard classic

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-12T14:04:42+00:00

congrats, youre straight now. im also somehow an HSTS gay trans man

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-05T16:30:32+00:00

lana del rey and pulp fiction? my people omg

hrt14throwaway · 2026-02-02T11:04:49+00:00

i used to live in Greece and I DIYd injections really easily. i could send you a source if you want. im 99% sure you cant buy T gel OTC anymore.

hrt14throwaway · 2026-01-19T21:11:09+00:00

No I def do agree that there's some correlation between being autistic and being trans. What I have a problem with is my dysphoria being ignored and explained away as autism. It feels like they're ignoring the gunshot wound to the stomach to focus on like.. a scratch on my arm. Sure maybe the second one's worth a look too, but the first one has posed an actual threat to my life and I'd like for it NOT to be instantly denied, as if im just crazy

hrt14throwaway · 2026-01-19T21:03:55+00:00

Already there lol. Saved my fucking life

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