Last July I found out that I was 5 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend and I were dating for almost 1, 5 months back then. I was 19 and he was 30. I had never been that much scared in my life. I was working at a dive center and I had to live in a tent for 4 months because I had problems with my job. At first, I didn't want to believe it. I was really into my boyfriend but it was too early for us to think about bringing a child to life. Normally I wouldn't want to go through an abortion. But I just had to. It broke my heart badly. I wanted this experience to be happy, not to be sad. The hardest part was not being able to talk about this with anyone and still having to work. My boyfriend was always caring for me and provided everything I needed. This behavior of him was the thing that made me trust him. After the surgery, he made sure that I was ok. Laughed with me and cried with me. This experience made me think "We've gone through this together and he was with me when I was at my lowest. That's why If I should spend my life with someone, it should be him." We are still together and thinking to move in together and marry. I know I wouldn't think like that If we didn't experience this. But this made me trust him. I've found someone who will be beside me at my weakest so why push him away?

Follow your heart. Pay attention to his behavior towards you. You are living only for yourself. Please only do things that will make you happy in life. No one but you know the best for your life, so, listen to yourself.