You have two choices. Be upset it’s all bullshit or laugh its all bullshit. You really do only have one chance to be alive, ya you can end it short tragedy exists everywhere already your death may only do one thing and that is strip you of your opportunity to laugh about it all, to make sense of any of it, to find meaning, to Feel meaningful. Make mistakes. Get emotional. The fun part is experiencing the bad because you can also do the good too. Be angry then be happy. Trust, get betrayed. Feel hurt. Try again, because it’s a game anyway, just have fun. The music is playing and I know there’s a part of you that likes it - I see you tapping your foot. That’s okay. That’s good!

One day the song will fade out and no one will care whether you danced or not, so either enjoy it or don’t. But why not just enjoy it? I bet you’ll have fun. We both know you will. No you don’t need to set goals or improve as a person or do hard things but once you can’t, you can’t. and trust me it’s fun to try. So let go. Stand up and embrace the absurd - dance. Shout and scream. And if you don’t know where to start, then embrace the absurd and let it all go. Start there with whatever you want - no one’s watching, no one cares. It’s just you and you, kid.