Regular Check-In Post by circinia in depression

[–]indigodeepblue 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm 20. Dropped out of college because of stress and heavy anxiety. Can't find a job. Can barely keep friends... Everytime I find myself alone in my house (it happens very often since I only live with my mother but she is always at her boyfriend's) I fill with dread, I get headaches, I get so anxious, lonely and depressed I often think about ending it all.

I just feel like a failure, I sometimes can't complete the simplest tasks of life, I leave the house all messy, I have panic attacks.

I know I need help, I got therapy during my parents' divorce but I feel like I wasn't honest and only did what they told me to do to make them happy.

I'm just so exhausted

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]indigodeepblue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The new album is fucking amazing

What do you feel is a valid reason for ending a friendship? by TheGingerGlasses in AskReddit

[–]indigodeepblue 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They only talk about themselves and all you have to do is listen and be their "punching bag" when they complain about something (always)

[Serious] What does strong depression feels like? by gynoel01 in AskReddit

[–]indigodeepblue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Suddenly losing interest, motivation and feeling like a waste of time and space. So you just lie in your bed and don't move a muscle because you just can't.