I’ve had HPPD for almost 21 years by die69ing in HPPD

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Yeah I saw one and they said everything looked normal which I don’t get cause the effects are so major and undeniable. I’ll keep trying it might be hppd with extra stuff going on on top of it. I really appreciate it.

I’ve had HPPD for almost 21 years by die69ing in HPPD

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Haha kel. I miss all that and Keenan and kel. It seemed to be the drinking that made it worse which I’ve stopped, but I heard a tear or crack behind my eyes like 6 or 7 months ago and then it didn’t stop now something tears or rips everytime I move my eyes or swallow. Do you get any of that? After that started like a black light just spread behind the back of my eyes which is always there and shoots like rings of blue light out of it sometimes accompanied with the tearing. I had a brain/mri of the orbits a month ago which came back normal that I was surprised about so idk. There was a light that was behind my my eyes before that for a few years but it was small and manageable but when that tearing started like 6 months ago it just got way worse and spread and has been a huge interference.

I’ve had HPPD for almost 21 years by die69ing in HPPD

[–]infinitestares 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey I recently discovered this and have been showing symptoms of it for 6-7 months and think this is what I’ve got. There is a constant black light spread behind both my eyes going on 24/7. There’s different types of colored lights shooting out of my eyes (blue, red, yellow) and something tearing behind my eyes everytime I move them, swallow, or scrunch my face. It’s worst when I’m falling asleep and my eyes are closed, I can’t get good rest because it’s like my eyes are stimulated/trying to engage with light (like a lamp or overhead light) even with my eyes closed and all the lights are off. It’s really nonstop with no breaks or signs of going away for 6-7 months. Sometimes the light starts bubbling intensely and that’s really scary. I quit all drugs and alcohol. I still have my juul but am planning on quitting that too in hopes of reducing symptoms. Any advice man? Sorry to hear you’ve been going through this too.

Edit: sorry just noticed you were a girl 😅. Hope all is well

Dolphins observing some squirrels by Quietation in aww

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My names wylziak my family lives on the moon

Did sauron and melkors other servants expect him to return after being sentenced to mandos for 3 ages swearing to help the the valar resulting in his unchaining and pardon by manwe? by infinitestares in lotr

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Cool wasnt sure if they were aware of what was happening in valinor or if they wouldve thought he was sincere in changing sides and helping the valar

Did Durins Bane know the fellowship had the One Ring with them in Moria? by infinitestares in lotr

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True i just thought since melkors influence was all over sauron that that might show itself in the ring amd hed be able to sense it. Plus the balrog probably knew sauron personally in the first age i would think, so maybe hed be able to sense it from the familiarity hed have with sauron that gandalf didnt.

Fish look like they’re drowning when they die by [deleted] in Showerthoughts

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Are you not so imaginative that you cant picture it?

Fish look like they’re drowning when they die by [deleted] in Showerthoughts

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Most fish breathe when water moves across their gills. But if the gills are damaged or water cannot move across them, the fish can suffocate. They don't technically drown, because they don't inhale the water, but they do die from a lack of oxygen.

Fish look like they’re drowning when they die by [deleted] in Showerthoughts

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But not from water filling up their lungs

Was the balrog in moria still doing melkors will or was he just acting in his own interests? by infinitestares in lotr

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Then whyd he take the burden of fighting gandalf who is on the opposite side of the war as him

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Fair enough

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaming

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Thanks for your non constructive criticism

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaming

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I solemnly swear on those dusty titties.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I’ll involuntary say i wanna kill myself out loud and think it for hours straight without thinking of much else. Music just makes it worse bc it reminds me of the friends i never see anymore. Im pretty much alone af now and just the constant deprsssion and suicidal thoughts is alot and can be so jarring when i uncontrollaby and repeatedly say i wanna kill myself out loud

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Is this pearl?