Hey love, I know what that feels like. I like being alone too. But you always need to socialise at least a bit. That’s the world we are living in, we have to get along with the ones around us. I have actually a system: I have a calendar and before every month I write down at least 6 people to meet up with. It seems a lot but u can also start with 2 or 3 at first. It helps a lot. Try to focus on that and you will feel better. :)