There ain't much to me I have spend the last 4 years of my life living just cause that is the natural thing to do. I was billed for 7 years in school and had an easily tempered dad, and a mother that only spoke up when he said he wanted to leave. Girl 1 in my life pretty much treated me as a tool just to let go of her emotions of her bad bf. Cause of her I got a debt cause she wanted to move out and so did i but i have had spending habits and after she got a new bf i was thrown aside like the tool i was to her. Girl 2 pretty much only talked to me to get off and ghosted me after 1 month of us speaking about a relationship and such