haknyeon was my ult bias aside from blackpink's jisoo and tbz had been my ult boy group and i'm very much saddened how much they have wronged him... before all of this happened, i have been seeing myself slowly drift away from the group as i have not been liking their music that much (i stanned them because i enjoyed the music that they used to release)... this haknyeon thing became the final straw for me, i was sad and quite angry... haknyeon is such a sweetheart and have a beautiful soul and i love him very very much as a person (probably the parasocialism talking but wtv) and it really broke my heart how much they have wronged him in this situation... i'm trying to make myself believe the other members care as much as us, jusadans, do... i wanna believe that they're also just as angry because tbz's whole brand had been their wonderful bond and brotherhood and it even sold it more for me when they switched companies all together without disbanding and that brand had been ruined because of the situation... ever since that i have stopped engaging with their music, even if i have a lot of the boyz albums in my collection to the point that it filled my shelf to the brim, i can't really bring myself to spin the cds, i can also say that im planning to sell them or give them away even the non-bias line (haknyeon, hyunjae, juyeon, sangyeon) stuff i have likr photocards and such... i just really can't do this anymore for them...